𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓦𝓪𝔂 𝓗𝓸𝓶𝓮

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓

" yeah it's all good "he said

I ended the call and got up and freshen up.i went downstairs see Lucien coming out of the office from downstairs.

He glared at me and I glared back returning the favour.

Our stare contest was cut off by  the door bell. finally.

I went and opened the door ,before I could react I was engulf into a hug.

" good to see you too demon" my voice came out muffled.he laugh it off.

" who the fuck is that"i look behind d me to see all the cangas.

Seriously not the right time .

"I didn't know that you had company" Damon awkwardly said.

" demon meet my brothers "

" guys meet demon I mean damon"

All my brothers loo,Ed at me with disgust. Am confuse wh—

"Aren't you ashamed of yourself " alexsandro said

" your an attention seeking whore "

" those kind of stuf are no pt appropriate.....tell him to leave  now " Lucien said no more like ordered.

I rolled my eyes " he's my friend  and we just want to hang out "

" for God's sake you dont even care so why the fuck are you pretending to"with that I dragg him to my room.

"You have a lot of explaing to do" Damon said with a rised eye brow.

" OK...so I went to a dinner with my parents old friends I mean that's what they told me ,so when I went there I saw the Italian Mafia and was confuse since my parents never shown some sort of illegal stuff . When I return home the next day I heard them arguing and that's how I discover that they are my brothers" I finished off.

" and you didn't think of telling me " he said looking slightly hurt.

"you already had so much going g on I didn't want to burden you" I looked down

" next time tell me OK...am always here for you"i looked at him to see adoration in his eyes.

I noded" so what about that hang out" I said trying to cheer him up.

He smirked and went in my closet as if its own and come back with MY FOOD STACH.

" come you can always buy more ". I rolled my eyes at his childness.

We went on the bed and he layed on his stomach while sit like a normal person does.

I put on Netflix and put demon slayer since we both love it.

" so will you tell me what happened "I ask asked him.

He looked at me shock"i..ummm..parents "I neded in repond

" hey what came first the egg other chicken " he asked

"chicken?"I think

He shook his head telling me no.

"if the chickencame first then how did it come into the world"

I looked at him unamused. then he started laughing like an idiot he is.

The door burst open and most of the boys stood their.

I raised an eyebrow at them "what are you two doing" Antonio said.

Damon and I looked at each other in disgust, we both see each other as sibling well when he is not beening an idiot.

Then I glared at them" what the fuck makes you think that "I said angrily

"well he's a boy and ......." alexsandro started explaining

" So what if he's he's boy uh "I sneerd at them

They glared at me and then left. What's their problem,

The rest of the day Damon and I watch netflix and stop every few mins cause he always heve something to say.

Damon left a half an hour ago and now we are having dinner like normal people well as normal they can get with abusing no they don't they just hurt me ...yeah

Stop lying to yourself......

Well it's not that—

You don't want to belive that they actually hate you

Stop

Nobody will ever love you

Stop lying to  yourself even your own brothers hate you

Worthless

Your a disappointment

You should kill yourself it will br easier for everyone

" our life should have been like this ........just our parents and us ......you shouldn't even been born"

Your a burden for everyone

Always troubling everyone with your problems

" ALEXSANDRA"

I look up at Lucien who look angrier than ever

See you even can't make your brothers happy.

"why is your hands shaking like crazy" alexsandro noticed I look up at all of the to see them staring at me.

It was starting to get hard to breath.

Your useless

Wortless

Nobody care

Go die

Why are you pretending to be broken or whatever....your no longer the girl I remember no longer my best friend dwhat I remember

You are worthless

I got up to go to my room but it was hard since my hand and feet were shaking.

Nobody love you

Your just a usage to everyone

Nobody cares

I look up at my brothers

"What's happening"
" the fuck"
" alexsandra what happening"
" attention seeker"
"Yeah"

My stomach clenched, my head starting to get heavy, and it was getting harder to breath

Nobody cares, your mother still hates you hate your father still hate and doesn't trust you , Your brothers you why would anyone love you

You are a mistake, why are you even alive

Black dots started to cloud my vision.and the last thing I remember is chairs falling.