BETTER TOGETHER

chapter 5

Te amo mi tigre

( I love you my tiger )

As he finished reading it, I could see the tears pooling into his eyes but he wiped them away , but I could see the determination in his eyes to keep all the promises that his mother asked him to fulfill

Darius passed on the letter To Azriel who understood the cue and started reading it .

To Azriel
My baby you were my sun in the darkest times your smile  could lighten up the whole room , I am sorry I had to leave
You , but I know you will love all your siblings and take care of them even your father , promise me too keep our family together and help your siblings with your love and care especially your little sister

I love you mi sol

( my sun )

Unlike Darius after reading the letter Azriel didn't stopped his tears but instead he  broke down and I went to hug him to calm him down as he passed the letter To Valentino who took it and read it

To Valentino

My little tino I know you are all grown up now but you will always be my baby , but always remember one thing baby whatever happened that day was not your fault ,  it's my last wish for you to never blame yourself for that incident and please open up to your youngest siblings , they can be difficult sometimes but trust me they will love you , please never push them away .

Your mama will always love you mi Tesoro. 

Valentino took his mother's disaapreance more seriously than others he was always closer to her and he blamed himself throughout these years for her disappearance but now I think he will try to change because I know he will always keep his mother's last wish , he didn't gave any emotions but his eyes held all the pain and suffering he put himself throughout these years.  And he passed the letter To twins and Augustin took it and read.

To my bebés pequeños

(Little babies)

I can't even explain how much it killed me to stay away from you and leave you when you were so young but I had to do it for you and your youngest siblings I know it must not have been easier for you , and trust me all I wanted was to be there with you but it wasn't in our fate , you both were the life of our home, my life but now you can understand why I had to do it and I know  it would be difficult for you to understand all this but I know you will still love your youngest brother and sister , just be there for each other as you always are and also with your siblings. 

I love you my bebés pequeños

After reading it Augustin was sobbing and Adrian also had tears falling from his eyes and they both embraced each other .

Then Azriel spoke " but wait what will we do about the funeral you know mother's family will not like us going to their territory " he has always been the logical one

" we'll handle it , it was mom's wish and we will fulfill it by any means "  Darius spoke before I could say anything  and others nodded with determination

And I couldn't ask for more , we maybe the tough and mysterious family but we love our family above anything  .

" I just can't wait to spend time with our youngest siblings " Augustin spoke with mischievous glint in his eyes to break the silence

" you will not do anything reckless with them , I don't want you to envolve their innocent minds in your stupid pranks "

" Hey they are not stupid " Augustin pouted

" They are "

"They are not "

"Are "

"Are not "

"Are "

"Are "

" ha got you " Azriel exclaimed

" that's not fairrrr" Augustin screehed

" stop it , stay quiet Amir and Amirah are sleeping " Valentino grunted to all our surprise since he doesn't speak much and let alone hardly shows emotions

Before anyone could speak a soft voice came

"Too late " amirah grumbled from staircase now I know to never wake her up from her sleep but she looked so cute with those glasses but I could see her red cheeks and puffy eyes and it pained me to see her like that, I knew it would be difficult for her but I knew I would do anything to see a smile in her face

(Amirah ^^)

" ahh who was screeching like they lost their favorite candy " Amir spoke coming down and people we have another Augustin in our family now

"Ohh it was just Augustin " Adrian spoke totally amused by this situation

"Fuck off" Augustin said  "language " Azriel scolded him before I could

" ohh what happened "  Amirah asked confusingly

" ohhh nothing baby sis it was just Azriel  being a meanie " Augustin spoke seriously

" I am not a baby " Amirah huffed with a glare to look intimidating but she looked like a cute puppy ahhh she already had me wrapped around her finger

" nu- huh you will always be our baby " Azriel spoke to which amirah mumbled some incoherent words under her breath while  all of us watched her amusingly

I couldn't ask for anything else , I may have lost my wife but I still have my kids to protect and I will always protect them till my last breath

This is what feels like home seeing my kids bickering with each other may  look annoying to others  but this is what makes me feel like home the home me and Audra always imagined .

I am really sorry for this late update but I have my exams going on please bare with me for sometime :<)

Xoxo : joy