Insecurities

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Kabir, tum ne yeh baat mujhe phele kyun nahi batae, yehi baat mujhe itne pyaar se samjhate, khushi khushi wapis chali ati tumhare pass
Tum toh mera phela pyaar ho na, main
Tum kabhi nhi bhula pae hoon
Par na tumne mur kar dekha, or na mene wapis ane socha, yeh sab choro, tum ne mujhe kaha hai, sachai batae hai, toh kyun ma hamare rishte ki naye shuruwat krte hain

Her words kept ringing in his ears

He tried

Tried alot to explain it to his heart that she said all that just to save his family

But little did she knew, in order to save his family, she had killed him instead

This the only thing he feared ever since she entered his life

That one day, she would go back to him

Its not that he didn't trust her

He trusted her with everything he had

But he didn't trusted his fate

His fate has always been cruel to him

Snatching everything or everyone he loved

His mother, UMA RAI SINGHANIA, whom he loved beyond everything,  his fate was cruel enough to snatch her from him

Wasn't it justified to feel insecure

He knew just one thing

If riddhima ever parted her ways from him, he would die the very second

His teary eyes directed towards her who was sleeping like a baby cuddling him

Yes he was scared
Scared of loosing her

She was the only source of light in his otherwise dark life

Knowing very well it was futile to try and sleep, he gently placed her petite body on the bed and got up

Roaming around the dark corridors of VR mansion, he felt the silence creep to his soul

The dark never bothered him, until she came

She showered soo much light upon him  that he became addicted to it

Reaching his basket ball court, he picked up the ball and started dribbling it

I love u kabir
Main tumhare liye kuch bhi kar sakti hoon
I love you soo much
Kabir, tum ne mujhe yeh baat phele kyun nhi batae
Tum toh mera phela pyaar ho na
Khushi khushi wapis chali ati tumhare pass

The intensity with which he was dribbling the ball intensified as her each and every word echoed in his ear

It was as if someone has set it on autoplay

The ball got stained as his knuckles started bleeding

VANSH

a worried riddhima immediately rushed to him and stopped him from hitting the ball

Cupping his face, she made him look at her

'Yeh kya kar rhe ho vansh
Khud ko itni takleef kyun de rhe ho'

Perspiring heavily, he sat down on the chair present nearby and covered his face with his palm, crying like a baby

' main tumhe khona nhi chahta riddhima
Nhi khona chahta
Mar jaon ga agar tum mujhe chor kar chali gye'

As if reading through his soul, she understood the reason of his insecurity

Settling herself in his lap, she hugged him tightly

And felt him clenching  her as if a child clings to his mother hungry for her warmth and love

' riddhima apne vansh ko chod kar kabhi nhi jaa skti
Jante ho kyun
Kyunke agar vansh nhi toh riddhima bhi nhi'

Lifting his face a little, he looked at her innocent face shining in the moon light

' hamesha mere sath raho ge?'

Cupping his face, riddhima planted a long soulful kiss on his forehead

' HAMESHA'

And that was promise never to be broken.

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