Unlovable Wife

part-9

virat pov
i woke up from sleep when i was heard strong voices
i immediately put on some clothes
and went outside only to see pakhi asking sai about games
virat: at 1 am
what games are you thinking to play pakhi
pakhi: virat why are you here
virat : so sorry
to disturb you
i was passing by your house and i stopped to say hi
pakhi: what?
virat: i was being sarcastic
at 1am you are outside my room
shouting at my wife
and you don't expect me to wake up
what's wrong with you
sai: virat sir pakhi didi was telling..
pakhi: i was telling her about your games virat
tell her that you don't love her on her face
virat: and by the way who are you to say that?
i tried to be reasonable with you pakhi
but this is beyond limit
why are you so obsessed with love
samrat bhai returned right
go and ask him your right
sai : virat sir stop it
why are you doing this
your hurting pakhi didi
virat: sai stop it don't get involved
tell me pakhi
what do you want to prove
what do you really want
pakhi: i just want you to accept the truth
virat: what truth
pakhi: that you don't and can't love anyone
you are a cheat
and will always be a cheat
now your cheating this girl who is nothing but a victim
virat pov
pakhis accusations were huge
i didn't know why
just to shut her up
i just spoke my mind
virat: yes i don't love sai and i can't love anyone
but i was never a cheat
i never cheated on sai
she is my wife and i will be responsible until i die
so now please go from here
pakhi pov
i was angry at virat for screaming at me
but was happy seeing sai's broken face and running into the room
these two will never be together
with happiness in my heart
i left from there
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virat pov
after that night
sai began to show some sadness
though she is trying to be normal
i can sense that something was wrong with her
sai: virat sir
your box
please complete it
don't leave it like yesterday
virat: sai what are you doing today
let's go out for dinner
sai: i can't virats sir
tomorrow is kakus birthday
so i'm helping maa
virat: how about after kakus birthday
sai pov
why is he torturing me like this
he clearly said he didn't love me
then why is he showing this concern
i wanted to tell him that
if he want to sleep with me
i would have never said no
and don't be formal with me
but i couldn't make myself say this
as i can't make him sad
with some courage left in me
i put up a happy face
virat: sai are you ok
your spacing out
sai: i'm just admiring you virat sir
and you will admire me after seeing your credit card bill
virat: sai don't spend too much
there is a limit
sai: i know virat sir
i'm not that idiot
virat pov
i could clearly sense sadness in her voice
virat : i'm sorry sai
the other night
i said i don't love you
but you don't worry
i'm always yours
i need to go now
but let's plan a dinner soon
sai pov
i didn't say anything
i just silently waved bye to him
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ashwini pov
i and sai were in the kitchen
but sai started to behave differently
sai: maa let's throw this
this curry is bad
ashwini pov
i didn't find it strange
ashwini: is eveything alright sai?
sai: i don't know
i just feel like puking
ashwini : what happened to you
here eat something
sai pov
i was about to eat when virat sir came to me
asking for dinner
sai: please stay away
virat: what did i do
sai: your smelly
virat: smelly?
but i had shower just now
sai: no please stand away
virat: sai is everything alright with you
sai : no
i just want to go to the bathroom
ashwini pov
i was guessing may be sai was pregnant
but looking at virat
i didn't think it would be possible
he doesn't know sai fully
virat: mom did you give sai anything you experimented
ashwini: i didn't experiment anything
since morning she is like this
ashwini pov
i wanted to ask virat if there was a good news
but i felt awkward
i should ask sai
i went to her room
only to see her on the ground
ashwini: sai are you alright
open your eyes
sai pov
my eyes were heavy
but still i managed to open them and saw maa
who was worried
ashwini: let's go to devyani
sai: it's not needed maa
i think it's just a headache
no sai
you should go
sai : i'm fine maa
let me sleep for a bit
sai pov
i sent away maa
as i didn't want to worry her
but i called devyani and made an appointment
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devyani pov
when i saw sai in my clinic
i knew what to expect
newly married couple of 6 months
devyani : so sai how is college treating you
did virat send you here
sai: why will he send me
devyani: so it's your decision?
that virat is lazy
can't he just use condoms
why does he want you to use pills
sai pov
i don't know what devyani di was talking
i just wanted a check up
sai: i'm still not understanding you di
i'm here for check up
devyani : check up?
sai: i might be pregnant
devyani : so my bhai was careless
let's get you checked
sai pov
i didn't know what devyani was doing
but when i saw a dot on the screen
i felt emotional
devyani: now that's your child
congratulations sai your 8 weeks pregnant
looking at your blood pressure it's pretty high
are you in stress?
sai pov
pregnant
the word itself was worrying me
a child born to the parents where the father doesn't love the mother
but will he be able to love the child
devyani: what are you thinking sai?
here take these medicines
and avoid stress
also keep a check in your food habits
are you listening sai?
sai: di could you please keep this a secret from family
devyani: i know pregnancy at 19 is a difficult choice
but whatever decision you take choose wisely sai
i'm there with you
sai : thank you di
devyani pov
looking at sai
reminds me of the past
the past which stole everything from virat
i hope sai mends virats heart
of the pain my past has caused
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sai pov
i took the reports and reached home
only to see everyone picking sarees
kaku asked me to pick one
but i said i will come by later
pakhi: sai if you are going to your room
can you do me a favor and get me my phone
it's on the bed
sai : ok
sai pov
i took the phone and was about to go
but the display picture shattered me
why?
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author pov
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