MewGulf Stort AU Collection

Choice - 1

Gulf POV

I am Gulf Kanawut, 27 years old, A very proud Gay. I am all alone in this life, especially after my parents died. I have my best friend, Kayla. We both lost our parents, so we chose to live together to keep each other company. But don't get me wrong! Even though I don't have a family anymore, as I'm the only child, I'm never sad and feel alone, not only because of my best friend Kayla but because of my Boyfriend, Mew!  We've known each other since we are young. We've been together since after we graduated. He said he loved me before that, but we chose not to pursue it to focus on our studies. For seven years now! He's been my boyfriend for seven years. 🙂

We get along so well that we already know and memories each other wants and likes, even our hates and dislikes in life. We know all of it. I'm fortunate too because, for not a single moment, I found my boyfriend cheating on me! He loves so much, as much as I love him.

Because of these reasons, we have already planned for the next steps in our relationship, which is marriage! We plan to fly to Canada for our wedding, which makes me very excited! I can't wait to marry my dream guy! We prepared for it for months! Every little detail of it is planned by me, as my boyfriend is not the guy who is into details. He just let me decide on everything and because I already knew his preference! I know what to choose and what to ignore already!

I'm very excited because finally, Mew and I will become one, and nothing can tear us apart anymore.

But...

Two weeks before our wedding day, Mew decided to break up with me. I don't know how it happens so suddenly. I don't understand because I know we are happy, but he said it's the other way around on his part. His love for me fades already! It's gone!

How can it be gone! We are so happy planning for our wedding. We are excited about everything but in just a snap. All my wishes and dreams turn into ashes!

I asked him why? Mew said that he had already found somebody! Somebody who is more than me! At that time, my world was wrecked, and I felt like everything in my life, everything I know is destroyed. I couldn't believe it! I thought we were okay! I thought everything was perfect! But it's all in my mind! All the things that I knew were just my version and not anymore his.

His love is gone! Every dream and hope that we built is gone! It's all gone!

I couldn't believe that he could take our seven years relationship for nothing! Just to be with that somebody else, he throws our seven years memories like trash.

But despite all of this! I still tried to fight for it! Even though I know I may look pathetic and gullible, I don't care! I can't just let everything go! I love him! I have loved him for seven years! I tried to fight for it, I fight, and I hope that it is not the end for the both of us, that it is just a test, A test to see if we can pull through against anything!

Every day I pray! I'm on my knees praying for Mew to come back! I just want him back!

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Author POV

Gulf decided to go to Mew's condo unit again to try and ask him for more time! To ask him to come to him.

Mew opens the door to see Gulf, who is currently crying so hard. When he saw Mew, he immediately ran in front of him and hugged his boyfriend.

Gulf: Mew!

Mew: Gulf! What the f*ck is this! Stop this! Let go of me!

Mew push Gulf away from him.

Gulf: Mew! Please let's talk! Please talk to me! I'm begging you!

Mew: We have nothing to talk about! Please leave! I don't want to see you here!