I ended it with her... I did it for her own happiness but from afar it seems like it's only made her worse. She sees me she cries, she hears my name she cries, she thinks about me she cries... I feel terrible. I still love her but I want her to be happy and get her friends back. Although I saw her and Evan and she started screaming at him to leave her alone. He was clearly the fake friend. She lost a friend named Onyx too. She cussed him out for calling me weak before I ended it.
God... I remember when I ended it... She begged me to stay but I thought I was hurting her more if I stayed. Evan was the one who made me want her to be happy. I thought they were real friends but ig not. I see her a lot. She always looks so... exhausted or really really sad. When we were together she always looked happy. Maybe I should go back to her... I know she wants me back.. or what if I'm wrong? What if.. she doesn't love me anymore?
I stared her down today. We would lock eyes and she would turn away quickly. I think she still likes me. We text sometimes but she ends up texting first.. she checks in on me often. I remember the day after we broke up.. I saw her We locked eyes and she looked down and put her hat down. I look back and I saw her holding her best friends hand... she was shaking and gasping for air. I wanted to go to her and help. But I thought I would just make it worse. But then I heard her best friend say "violet... its okay don't cry..." I felt terrible. I want-no-NEED her back.
I feel like she hates me. I saw her walking around as usual today. Something was bothering her and I could tell. I was talking with my friends and I heard her say "God... Emma, I hate him," I turned around and she was staring at me she realized I saw her and walked faster while saying "HAHA just kidding! I dont hate him!" I could tell she was lying.
She walks her friend Maribel to class and she stared at me as usual. I heard her say "Oh god," as I walked past. It looks like she still loves me... I want to tell her the truth. I'm gonna tell her the truth. I want to be hers again.. eventually. I want her to be mine again. ONLY MINE. And this time I'll never let go. And that's a promise I'll keep.
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If I Was There
RomanceAustin finally gained the courage to get Violet back. They have a great relationship and it's even better than he could have dreamed. That is, until the school gets a threat. No one takes the threat seriously at first, but, as the date of the threat...
