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Quick disclaimer before the chapter starts:
From here on out my writing style has changed with now having POVs for the character(s) just a heads up so y'all don't get confused or anything 🙃

Quick disclaimer before the chapter starts:From here on out my writing style has changed with now having POVs for the character(s) just a heads up so y'all don't get confused or anything 🙃

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💘"He couldn't find the way
But he would always say
If I could tell him
Tell him everything I see" 💘

💘"He couldn't find the wayBut he would always sayIf I could tell himTell him everything I see" 💘

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Y/N

This was stupid. I was stupid. No, actually, I wasn't stupid, I am stupid. Stupid enough to still think about Baji and how he is or what he's doing.

I look at my phone for the time only to see it's 1am now. By this rate I probably won't get any sleep tonight, or ever.

I curl up more into my bed and snuggle with the blanket, after finally calming down enough for some sleep I suddenly hear a knock on my front door.

'It's one in the fucking morning.' I thought as I made my way to the door. Some windows were open so the house was extremely cold due to the night winds and the fact that I was only in boxers and a t-shirt.

Too tired to even look through the peep hole at this point I open the door and see the person I dreaded most.

Baji Keisuke.

BAJI

"Hey..can we talk?"
"You couldn't wait until tomorrow?" Y/N voice whined, he must be tired.

"No. I need to talk to you now. Right now." I told him while standing my ground, I wasn't going to let Y/N push me away again tonight.

"Ok. Come in." He said tiredly while stepping away from the door to let me in. I take off my shoes and we sit on the couch, the silence is the most noticeable thing. It's the loudest part of the room if anything.

"Well.? You came her to apologize right? I'm not hearing any apology right now." Y/N finally spoke with an annoyed voice while scratching at his cast (god when is he getting that thing off?).

"Right um..I'm sorry and I'm going to explain
what happened but please listen."

"Ok go on. You have my attention."

"And so I had to leave because- yeah

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"And so I had to leave because- yeah." I finally finished telling him what happened on August 3rd but his face is still the same.

"Okay. Is Draken fine?"
"Yeah." I mumble back.
"Okay." It's back for silence again, 'why aren't you saying anything? I apologized and explained everything.'

"Say something Y/N."
"What do you want me to say Baji?"
"I don't know, maybe something like "I understand and I forgive you Baji"?"

"You really are a child."
"What does that mean?" I asked him now getting annoyed.

"Do you think a simple apology was going to fix what you did? You left me with no explanation, in the cold rain. I had to walk home, and that hurt." He spoke tearing up while holding himself, his voice was still emotionless.

"Yeah I know that, and I'm sorry."
"Sorry isn't going to fix that Baji!"
"Why not?! I'm doing what you want right! You wanted an apology, right!"

He caught his breath. "So, you're only doing that cause it's "what I want"?"
"Yeah cause you're being a little bitch about it! God, it wasn't with bad intentions L/N, I had to help my friends! Who may I add, I've known longer than you."

I stood up now to relieve some of my frustration.

"Oh what, you want a medal for having friends? Want a trophy Baji?"

"God this was a mistake cause you clearly don't get it, not like you have any friends to care about."

The room was quiet yet again. This time the tension was thick and heavy.

"Get out Baji. Please."
"No. I'm not going, not until we fix this."

Now he was crying. I can tell he wanted to hold back but the sniffles and tears kept appearing.

I want to hug him. Can I hug him? Will he push me away again?

Without a second thought I hold him and for a moment it feels fine, but only for a moment. His body slumps into mine and we slowly fall to the ground. I start to brush his back softly with my rough hands and held him tighter than before.

"L/N, I'm sorry. I am so, so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you," the tears were now forming in my own eyes.
"It will never happen again, I swear on my life, I will never hurt you again."

"Y/N." He finally spoke.
"What?"
"You can call me Y/N."

A/N: AHA WOW SO IM BACK WTF IK I SAID I WOULD RETURN OCTOBER 18TH BUT IG THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN LMAO

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A/N: AHA WOW SO IM BACK WTF IK I SAID I WOULD RETURN OCTOBER 18TH BUT IG THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN LMAO

ANYWAYS UHH THANK YOU ALL FOR 1K READS WTF I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH 💕💕💕💕💕

Ik my chapters are short so to make up for it I'm going to try my best to update regularly :)

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 06, 2021 ⏰

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