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Stickers

'Woow why do you have so many stickers ' me who was 5 y.o that time screamed

My aunt then got close to me closed my mouth that was wide open as i was surprised my how many stickers where there.
She then embraced me and sat next to me .
'I just think that they are pretty ' she explained

'Arent they supposed to be used '

'I mean they are just too pretty to be wasted but you can hide ugly stuff with it 'she grabed one and stuck it on me

' your a weirdo jenny ' i said as i pulled it out of my face

She then stood up putted her hand under my armpit and holded me up in the sky 'who are u calling weird kiddo and did u just call me jenny ' and then she started tickilling me .i kept on laughing until i was out of breath and my face turned red .
But when mom came in the mood became gloomy.

Her face was red too but it wasnt because of laughing she was drunk . It was a normal scene for me , aunt pulling her and trying to calm her while mom is litteraly wasted.

That scene would be always my day ending scene .

on the day of my 16th birthday.
' doctoor doctor please is she okay ' i screamed while pulling the doctors white coat.

'Are you the family of the patient ' the doctor claimed

' oh yea ' i noded fast to the fact that i felt dizzy .

'Im sorry' it was the only word that i begged the whole night as not to hear it , but i had hope maybe after that word moms name is gonna be called . Yea i hoped for her death not my aunt that just lrove my hate for her .

But my prayers werent accepted as he spouted ' im sorry but jenny couldnt make it '

After that exact phrase i screamed my lungs out my heart was ashing sooo bad i felt that it was gonna ripe apart. The doctors were trying to calm me down by the good news of moms survive but it was bad news for me.

After months mom was discharged from the hospital, sbe didnt change a bit even after she was the cause of her sisters death. I would always get beated by her .
As i turned 17 my body was full of scars until one day it wasnt only my body anymore.

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