Meeting dream

Chapter 37- Amanda vs. Alyssa

"No. Answer me first. Who are you and why are you looking for him? Who invented you?" I repeated myself. "I'm his girlfriend" she said. I laughed to myself. Hellen came running to see what was happening with Tiffany and Lily. They 3 gasped. I heard the door from upstairs close and it was Clay, Sapnap, Quackity, Karl and Ruby looking down from the top of the stairs. I made eye contact with Clay but a second after he made eye contact with the girl standing next to me. I could tell by his reaction he felt a mix of emotions.

"Clay! There you are!" She said. Clay and then came downstairs and she ran to them and I followed behind her. He looked terrified. She was about to hug and kiss him however I stood in front of her. "Um. No. Leave." I said.

"Look who are you? Why are you getting in the way of me and my boyfriend! Right Clay!" She said. He didn't say a thing. I remember everything he told me of how she manipulated him. "That's not your boyfriend. He's my boyfriend so leave" I said. She rolled her eyes at me.

"You're too ugly." She said. Ruby laughed hysterically. "What are you? A goddess?" Said Ruby causing Sapnap, Karl and Quackity to laugh.

"Leave Amanda" said Clay quietly. She didn't. She pulled me away and then went to kiss Clay. I instantly got up and tackled her to the ground. Everyone backed up. "Listen here Amanda. Leave! Nobody wants you here. You're just making it worse for yourself. I do not want to fight anyone on Christmas Eve. So leave or I will call the cops" I said. She laughed then punched me.

"Beat her ass Alyssa" is all I heard behind Hellen. It was Shelly. Ruby joined in. Everyone laughed. I could see both Clay, and Lily were horrified. I remember when they both told me about the hurt and trauma they went through because of Amanda. I did not want to cause the same thing. Amanda just punched me as I held her down. I didn't want to hurt Lily or Clay if I did. My nose was bleeding quite a bit. "Not gonna fight you slut!" She yelled. I hit her head on the ground once.

"Don't say anything like that around kids" I said. I noticed the little kids were around too.
"Alyssa are you really letting her beat you up?" Asked Ruby. I looked behind but then Amanda flipped me on my back and now she was on top beating me up. I kept taking everything until I had enough.

"Sorry" I said mouthing at Hellen, Lily and Clay. I rolled over on top and began punching the side of Amanda's head. I grabbed her head and banged it on the floor as well. Let's say I broke her nose and my kunckles were bloody too. And let's say I had to apologize to chat and Twitter soon.... I got pulled off by Clay and Ruby. Clays father and Ryan pulled Amanda away. "I told you to leave didn't I?" I said looking at Amanda. Cops arrived and took Amanda. Almost everyone left soon afterwards.

It was just Clay, Sapnap, Quackity, Karl, Ruby, Ryan, Tiffany, Lily and Hellen at the house. I was seated on the island counter while Hellen was disinfectanting the cuts I had on my face and knuckles from accidentally breaking a glass cup. I was just looking down and felt horrible. "Hunny? How are you feeling?" Asked Hellen. I didn't answer but Ruby hit my knee. "I feel horrible... I ruined your Christmas party by starting a fight, I know i probably hurt Clay, and Lily for fighting... I knew how the both of them had loved her.. then for her to arrive and i started the fight too. I just hope they're not too mad at me.. i know I hurt them a lot more than the pain I feel now and just the thought of it hurts worse" I said.

"They won't hate you Alyssa. They're just too shocked. Look it's late... i have to get home and come in the morning to help clean and open presents. Ruby, I thrust you can bandage her up?" Asked Hellen. Ruby nodded and did so. I was just looking down at my knuckles that were now bandaged up. "Hey don't be upset! They're not mad ok. Just give them time ok?" Said Ruby. I was then left alone in the kitchen until Tiffany walked in.

"I'm sorry... I know you probably hate me even more now." I said. She laughed. "I don't hate you. I was just unsure of what to think of you but I now know. I was wrong. You're not Amanda. I mean you held out on fighting her but you still fought her! Look I have to go but just know I never hated you ok?" She said. She left. Next came in Quackity, Karl and Sapnap.

"Don't ask how I'm feeling. I feel like a peace of shit and I wanna drink my pain away right now. How bad did I mess things up tonight?" I asked. They were quite. "Great.." I said.

"Hey hey! It's ok! Don't beat yourself up ok?" Said Karl. He and Quackity talked to me but then went upstairs and to bed. Ruby left to her apartment already. It was just Sapnap and I now in the kitchen. I didn't once hear Clay Or Lily. Sapnap and I talked in the living room. I just kept looking at my hands. "Still feeling like shit?" He asked. I nodded.

"Well those were pretty good punches and hits. I honestly didn't ever see you as the aggressive type." Said Sapnap. I laughed a bit. "What? You thought of me as the soft type? To do whatever someone tells me." I asked. He nodded.

"Be honest Nick..... how bad did I fuck up?" I asked. He sighed. "God I hate myself. I should've just done nothing" I said. I was frustrated and started pulling a bit of my hair.

"So your saying you should have just stood there and let her do whatever she wanted to your boyfriend?" Asked Sapnap. I sighed. "No! Of course not... but Sapnap I'm tworn! She was his first love of I'm not incorrect? They dated for years and he deeply loved her. Lily looked up to her and loved her as a sister too! I know they still think of her sometimes... I know they do and I can't blame them! I mean i would probably too if i actually loved my ex... but.. it doesn't change the fact they still love and care about her. And I just tackled her to the ground and beat her up! In front of everyone too! I didn't care if i was hurt but I saw their faces Nick." I said.

"You should have seen their faces.. what they told me before.. I know they still have feelings so it hurt to see them like that. And I hate that I caused them more pain. This is not what I wanted for them. It's not whatsoever. So seeing them hurt.. i understand if they're upset but i feel horrible. I feel like a monster. I just want to crumble up and cry. I barely started dating Clay, barely met his family and barely created a great bond with Lily... so if I lost them over this... Nick I don't know what to do. I literally love them as a family. You don't understand. Besides meeting Ruby and Rosie again... they became like my family in some way.. if I lost my 2nd chance at a family i don't know Nick.." i said beginning to cry.