i want her .

New school .

<talking to myself>
~thinking~

alexis is the name . i have a schedule , wake up , smoke , eat , smoke & chill . well there's been a change of plans ... school . ive been getting straight a's since i can remember so i wasnt trippin even though this is my first year living on my own . I recently moved to get away from my toxic stepdad so this is my third year in high school plus its a new school so theres no high school friends .

"brrring , brrring , brrring ... brrring , brr-" the alarm sounds at 6:00 am .

"ugh , morning already "

i get up & pick out my outfit : ripped black jeans , a black body-con jacket , black fanny pack & black platform vans . I put my clothes on my bed & got ready to take a shower .

*time skip*

i looked in the mirror making sure i looked presentable and left to the bathroom for my finishing touches.

"ohh yea , i gotta do my hair . i guess its two puffs today .

as i put my hair in two puffs , leaving dangling locs on each side , i put some shea butter lip gloss on , grabbed my earbuds , phone & bag , leaving my apartment empty & quiet .

"im halfway to the train station , its only a 10-15 min walk ." i said on the facetime with my best friend .

"girl- thats a hike !"

"no your just lazy."

"what time does your school start lexi ?"

"8:05 , why ?"

"because the train comes at 7:10 & you leave the house at 6:50 , your leaving early dont you think ?"

"gir- your done ."

"what !?"

"your done , im leaving early . you want me to leave at exactly 6:55 ? i need to make sure i catch the train , i dont have a car like you ."

"ugh okay well i love you im about get ready for school ."

"kk bye , love you more ."

when we hang up it always makes me realize how lonely i am . its sad but nothing to cry about , i guess im used to it .

~ ima go to sleep on the train since it is 37 min long ~

*time skip*

i woke up to a sudden stop realizing it was time to get up & get off . it was around 7:50 so i went straight to school not grabbing anything to eat , i just put on my headphones & walked .

i made it to school right on time thankfully . as i walk in the building i realize that its kinda big .

"i have no idea where im going ."

"do you need help ?"

i jumped as the taller male stood before me with a concerned face .

~ i said that out loud ?!! ~

"umm thank you , yes . im trying to get to classroom f13 ."

"oh okay . ill walk you since im on g hall . are you new here ?"

"yea ."

"you dont talk much do ya ?"

"nope ."

well yea it was pretty much all small talk ( well him talking & asking questions ) & my dry responses .

"thank you again ..."

"nazaray , well my friends call me naz"

"okay , thank you nazaray ."