"congratulation ms benitez, your 5 weeks pregnant!"
Still shock on me what she said but my mind still focus on driving away from hospital.
Parang ayaw ko maniwala sa sinabi niya. Hanggang sa Dumaan pa ako sa pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test and calling my best friends. But only gea is available.
"what happened babe?" I heard her voice. I glance at her for a while. Bago ako nag I was ng tingin.
"Gea i-i'm s-sorry"
"hey don't cry. Tell me what happened? Hmm"
"I-i d-dont k-know h-how t-to u-use t-this" I lied. But I already give to her the plastic bag.
"ano ba to?" sinilip niya. At doon na nanlaki ang mata niya. "Sayna Villa what--what the hell?! Are you?!"
"G-Gea.."
The two lines in pregnancy test. Iyon ang tumatak sa isip ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko habang hawak niya ang tatlong pregnancy test.
This is no joke. It is no one fault but mine. I hate my self to put a decision from him. Sana ginawa ko nalang ang lahat para sa sarili ko at hindi na dumapende sakanya ang buhay ko. Na sana pinagtuunan ko nalang pansin ang sarili ko. But now I have already baby on my tummy.
Ayoko pagsisihan ang lahat. Because I know baby are the gift from the God.
And now I already sink on my mind is, I am a mother now. I carry my child.
"oh my gosh! May pamangkin na ako! Wait did you already visit a doctor?"
Tumango nalang ako at napaupo sa kama ko. Doon na tuluyan bumuhos ang luha ko. "what she said? Dapat kanina mo pa ako tinawagan para na samahan kita for your check up, don't cry babe that's bad for your baby hey"
Yinakap niya ako mahigit at hinaplos ang likod ko.
"I think we need to check up again"
"and if the baby are healthy…"
"wait did you tell to Nathan na your pregnant?"
"maybe you should tell this to your parents say"
At doon na ako tuluyan napatingin sakanya kahit panay siya ng salita ng salita. And for sure my papa and mama will get mad at me.
"ano nangyare?! Ngayon ko lang nakita message mo girl!" bigla pasok ni seam sa kwarto ko.
"nasaan yung emergency?!"
"anong meron?"
"magkasama kayo tatlo?!" halos mapatalon ako sa gulat ng makita kung sino ang nasa harapan ko. fuck!
Mabilis ako napatayo at para naman nanigas sa kinatatayuan si Gea! Ng makita magkasama pa sila!
"t-theo a-alex!"
The best friends of my baby's father! What I'm gonna do?!
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