Wildest Dreams

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Sun and Moon. They usually say that this two are lovers they are loving each other deeply and when they met,they kiss and the people will be amazed by their eclipse.

I can always be the moon, i help them walk towards their darkness, i became their light. But when the times that i need them,they aren't there.

I just stared at my reflection in the mirror while i finished fixing my self and things. I became the person i wanted to be, but i changed.  There are always be a reason why people changed; envy, guilt and for the better of that person.

I also have a sun. He helped me shine on my darkness, andyan siya palagi sakin and same as me pero lahat ng yun ay naglaho nalang.. Maybe in my wildest dreams it will became true.

I quickly got off on my unit and quickly drove to the hospital. Working sometimes on 20 hour shift is hard but my dedication for this work will never be changed. Kahit buhay ko pa yung itaya ko para maligtas ko lang yung mga tao gagawin ko.

I quickly changed my clothes into the appropriate clothing. Its friday, what do you expect? Usually there would be so many patients during this day.

Pagkadating ko palang sa ER bumungad na kaagad sakin yung isang nurse.

"Doc" sabi ni Marina sakin.

"Bakit?" Kakarating ko lang pagkatapos naming kumain ng lunch.

"May unconscious na patient po, mataas ang kanyang lagnat" sabi niya sakin.

Kinuha ko kaagad ang Stethoscope ko at naglalakad pabilis dun sa pasyente na sinadabi niya. Its a Male, early 30s or late 20s.

"Kelan lang daw yung lagnat niya?" Sabi ko.

"3 days ago daw Doc."

Binuksan niya yung kurtina para matingnan ko na ang pasyente.

I was shocked when i wacthed the patient unconscious hindi dahil sa kanyang kondisyon kundi kilala ko yung taong yun,its the freaking best friend of my ex.

"Vitals and temp" Sabi ko kay Ms. Marina. I still forced myself to act professional.

"100 over 70 and 120 beats per minutes and 39 degress doc" she said

His condition aren't good and his lips are dry, dehydration. He's dehydrated. Yet i was still curious kung may kasama siya rito.

"Meron po dalawang lalake"sabi niya sa akin.

"Sige kakausapin ko sila mamaya, Inject him normal saline 200cc per hour and give him fever reducers " sabi ko sa kanya.

"Yan lang ba yung kinakailangan Doc?" Sabi niya sa akin. Nilagay ko nalang yung kamay ko sa bulsa ng lab gown ko.

"Oo. Syncope lang. He's just showing symptoms of serious dehydration.. So let's  start hydrating him for now." Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Yes Doc." Sabi niya.

"Tawagin mo lang ako kung andito na yung kasama niya kanina ako mismo yung magpapaliwanag." Sabi ko sa kanya bago ako umalis para masuri na yung ibang pasyente.

I saw Damaris walking towards me, maybe she's already done on her previous patient. We are standing in the counter of the room while reading some papers.

"Kamusta pala dito kanina?" Damaris asked.

"Okay lang naman Doc wala namang bago." Sabi nung isang Nurse.

Hindi ko na sila masyado pang pinapansin dahil may binabasa ako. Napahinto nalang ako nung nadinig ko yung sinsabi nila.

They are talking on somebody pero hindi ko ito pinansin ng maayos at hindi ko din ito nadinig ng maayos. I focused my attention on the papers that i am reading