just some stuff I'm kinda going through right now. I don't like how prideful and boastful I've become lately, so I want to change it. This is part of my prayer to the Lord.
what happens,
when you become the very thing you swore to destroy?
when pridefulness and boastfulness has overtaken
and the trials and hardships you faced,
you can't remember
I don't like who I've become
I want to go back to being humble
strength in being quiet and thoughtful
help me remember how hard I've fought
help me remain humble
help me remain selfless
because I don't like who I've become.
I hate how entitled I've been acting lately.
I hate how it accidentally slips out and then I'm regretting it for the rest of the day
disarm me
because I've become so used to being someone I'm not
I've become so used to having my armor on
and hiding my vulnerable side
transform me once again
into a beautiful, colorful butterfly
