My Agony To My Beloved Deceased Dog

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After you left

I could no longer look at the world like before

Everywhere I look

It reminds me of you

It feels like a part of me has been missing

And it is impossible to amend

The salty water in my eyes would fell endlessly

I will miss how you would be excited when you look at me

Your wagging tail and wailing howl of missing me

I want to see them again

Nonetheless, it's all a fleeting memory that will be forgotten in time

Perhaps due to my despair I hope you're still alive

I keep imagining of killing myself to be with you

My head hurts due to unending melancholy

Life is extremely arduous when you're over the rainbow

The pain in my chest area won't go away

When will this pain became numb?

I will always mourned for you

When I feel happy it feels illegal

How can I be happy if you're not here with me?

Please come back、I can't move on at all

Is it selfish for me to ask when you're already happy and free over there?