My days are at a staggering still I also can feel the final shot and the blade my time grows close and as it grows I feel the instability of both war and emotion let my body be cast aside left to burn in the fire with those who have come before and those who will follow me for I exist nothing more blood and rage anger and the blood of a monster and a failure let my tears in the final moments be lifted to that of the blood I live and have slipped as a died to free every last soul I dragged...For now I must fall now into silence till then I await my call to descent to a place of peace where no harm can come to me and I can cause no harm if not for the briefest moment...In that stage I will be relieved of all pain and suffering as my body is destroyed...And I want to make up for everything...destroy everyone and everything who messed me across the path bend and broken my father the people I want to be simple and pure once more one last time even if have to end it myself let the pain end if not for the briefest moment...
