BUTTERFLY - LOVE

Je Te Laisserai Des Mots I

I don't wanna be SAD FOREVER

Even though GROWING PAINS still keeping me at the night

I was DANCING WITH THE DEVIL

But I'm still ALIVE

And I'm so grateful, I'll keep on PRAYING for the rest of the time

I MET HIM LAST NIGHT, he stayed in grave now

While I stay in CHELSEA HOTEL NO 2, thank god!

I'm not his proud BROOKLYN BABY anymore

Will never be his GROUPIE LOVE no more

Because he was the ULTRAVIOLENCE for me

I was praying for a new day to come, every night, need to START AGAIN

God please... RAIN ON ME your blessings

Because I was a bad girl, I was a SAD GIRL

Looking for a right place to open the PANDORA'S BOX

But I got cut hundred times, NOTHING BREAKS LIKE A HEART

I destroyed myself by loving the first stranger I met in hell,

I never knew the consequences, I was so scared to be lonely,

I was so scared being alone even with the demons I wasn't mind,

I was faking it, all of it, I was fake

I never like falling in love to him or him or him too

I said I LOVE YOU, but I forgot BUT I LOVE ME MORE

They broke me to pieces, never understood that I'm HAPPIER THAN EVER

When I was away, coming back home, and keeping myself maybe I'm a MOTHER'S DAUGHTER

I need to heal and fix my FOREVER RAIN

The land I need to give it back TO MY YOUTH

I can't be BLUE AND GREY anymore, I can't

I knew who I was, PAINT IT, BLACK is my rock

But they made me forget to BREATHE

And gave me the worst of all time, CALIFORNIA DREAMIN'

They said it's okay 'cause EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WOLD

That wasn't what I wanted, they helped me to losing and erasing myself

They grabbed me down, cut my wings, using and playing me like a doll

Harassment, deceitful, intimidation, abusive, manipulation

He always interrupt everything that I say, I ain't important

He always sending me nudes like I ain't need no respect

He always making jokes of me like I'm scared with his bluffs

Despite all the bitterness I've got, I only want TO BE HUMAN

I was in a band, hoping a POPULAR SONG

It doesn't matter anymore, I just need to TRUST MY LONELY

I was in theater, yet I don't need any DRAMA CLUB anymore

As ALEWIFE to my long way home

Because I always be HIGHLY EMOTIONAL PEOPLE

And I need CHANGES, lots of them

To fix THE STORY NEVER ENDS of my past because it passed, I'm glad

THE GREATEST thing of all, now I'm here