Amnesia

Fear

I couldn't think the worst. I needed to calm down and figure out a way to fix this fast before things got worse.

Xavier wasn't a bad man. I knew that.

However I worried about what he would turn into and how our relationship would be in the future if he continued to behave this way.

After much thought I decided I would try to talk to Xavier once he was home and truly try to fix this issue.

This problem had to end today.

I heard a maid walk in with several books, as well as my favorite tea and some snacks. She then left. 

After reading for a couple of hours I called my granny.

I did my best to act normal and hide the sadness I felt. Luckily she didn't say anything and I assumed I was able to lie to her.

After our talk, I began to read again. The time passed by pretty fast and Xavier was finally home.

I waited for Xavier to walk to the room and in a matter of minutes he was here.

He closed the door and observed me.

"I think we really need to sit down and talk about this."

Every time we tried to talk we only ended up fighting. 

He sat on the bed and I did the same.

"I think that's an excellent idea."

This problem had to be solved now. We couldn't keep doing this.

"I understand why you don't want me to work. I get that you're worried about my health." 

I grabbed his hands and kissed them.

"I can't imagine how hard it must have been for you when I got into an accident and then ended up in a coma. To make matters worse, once I woke up I had no idea who you were. I'm sure your life changed as much as it did for me." 

Dorothy had talked to me about how much Xavier suffered when I was in a coma. How scared he was for my life after the accident. 

Caroline has also talked to me about how hard it was on Xavier when I came back home and told him I didn't recognize him. I had pushed him away, my husband.

To just imagine Xavier getting into an accident and then coming home with amnesia and wanting nothing to do with me, it would hurt too much. 

I could see where he was coming from. But this was way too extreme.

"I can't keep doing this anymore. I don't want to keep pushing you away. I don't want to stay in this room all day like a prisoner. I just want to get a job, be your wife, and live my life like any normal person." 

Xavier grabbed my hands now and kissed them. 

He then caressed the side of my face.

"I love you princess and I would do anything for you. Everything I do is for you. I understand you disagree with my decision, but I still feel it's the best choice. I'm not saying you can't work forever, just wait a year and we can see. For now just stay at home like you've been doing so far. If you accept my decision then you can go anywhere you want in the house and we can continue to go on dates together and be a real couple again like before. Trust me this is for the best." 

He leaned closer to me, attempting to kiss me. But I moved away.

"I can see you completely ignored what I told you. Will you really not change your mind? I'm not asking you for anything impossible. Just the freedom to live my life. Is that really too much to ask?" 

I felt something wet on my cheek and before I knew it, I started to cry.

I got up and headed to the bathroom.

I didn’t want to cry in front of Xavier. I didn’t want him to see me this vulnerable.

But he didn't seem to agree with the idea and he pulled me back and embraced me.

"Please don't cry, princess. I hate seeing you this way." 

I could hear the concern in his voice. But I didn’t want him near me.

It was clear I wasn't going to change his mind. 

"I love you princess. It really pains me to see you suffer like this. Just do as I say and everything will go back to the way it was."

"How can you say you love me when you want to keep me locked away in this house! At first I thought you didn't want me to go out on my own out of concern for me, but now it seems you want to keep me here for yourself."

This was becoming toxic. I didn’t want this Xavier.

I pushed him away and headed to the door to escape. I couldn't be here any longer. 

I ran out as fast as I could. I managed to go downstairs and reach the front door but I was pulled back. 

Xavier had finally caught up to me. 

He grabbed me and effortlessly picked me up. He carried me on his shoulder and held me tightly so I couldn’t move.

"Let me go!" I screamed.

The entire staff looked surprised.

"Please Xavier just let me go." I began to cry.

I didn’t want this.

Xavier took me to our bedroom and put me on the bed.

"You are not leaving me Audrey, I won't let you run away from me! I thought you would come to understand and see my point of view, but I was very mistaken! You've brought this upon yourself! I guess you'll have to stay in this room for a lot longer until you learn to behave!" 

Xavier was furious.

"Make sure you do your jobs properly and make sure she doesn't leave this room!" Xavier talked to the guards loud enough for me to hear.

He wanted me to know I wasn't going to be able to run away from him no matter how hard I tried.

The door closed and I heard Xavier lock the door.

I began to cry once again.

Where had the loving and kind Xavier gone?  I desperately missed that man. 

I hugged my legs, needing comfort.

I was afraid of Xavier. I no longer felt safe around him and that hurt the most.

But I hated that I still loved him. I still cared for this man who was hurting me.

END OF CHAPTER 13

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