💕if I could tell him💕

5

'If this is what life would be like with Y/N I wouldn't mind it one bit.' Baji smiled to himself as he looked over to see Y/N trying out some food he bought at a booth.

Things were perfect right now. It felt like just the two of them in this world. It felt amazing. And if he could, if he was allowed, Baji would have loved to kiss Y/N right then and there.

But things aren't perfect.

Suddenly Bajis phone rang and when looking at the name it read "Mikey"

'What could this little punk want now' Baji grimaced as he answered.

"Yo." He spoke casually. This caught Y/Ns attention and he stood there waiting for Baji to hang up so they could continue their date.

What was heard on the conversation was unknown to Y/N but after hanging up Baji held a look of worry while trying his best not to show any emotion on his face at all.

Mikey had told him some news about Moebius and how him and all of Toman were need right then and there.

Baji now had 2 options at hand;
Option one: bring Y/N with him (he would have no time to drop him off back home) and risk him getting hurt in a gang battle.

Option two: abandoned Y/N here and have him potentially hate him forever. But he remains physically safe.

To Baji these options weren't difficult to choose from. He decided to leave Y/N there. He thought he would rather have Y/N hate him for this then get his face and body beat.

Now for the execution..

"Oi, L/N, I'll be right back." Baji said, there was now no emotion on his face nor in his voice.

"Where are you going?"
"I forgot to get something back over there, I'll be right back."
"I can go with you if-"
"No! Just stay here, I'll be right back."

Y/N felt disappointed and hurt, did he do something to annoy Baji tonight? Did he make a wrong move? Or maybe it was the phone call that set him off?

'Maybe he finally thinks I'm annoying.' Y/N thought.

So after Baji left he stood there waiting for him to return with the thing he forgot. He waited. And waited. And waited.

Y/N didn't know what time it was but it suddenly started to rain.

'Where is Baji- did he get lost?' Y/N thought as he walked toward where he remembered Baji parking his motorcycle.

But the motorcycle wasn't there. So Y/N then continued to look, 'maybe he parked it somewhere else.' But there was no other motorcycle in sight. And now he knew.

Baji Keisuke abandoned him.

And even in such circumstances Y/N finds him blaming himself. If he could cry he would but he was all too used to this and was ready for it to happen eventually.

Throughout this entire friendship—'where we even considered friends?'—Y/N had the constant anxiety of Baji being done with him and throwing him away, maybe he was his friend just to laugh, just to ruin his cast, maybe it was a dare?

But Y/N was ready and now it was easier for him to except this fate. Baji left him and at that lied about it (he was actually very grateful Baji lied instead of telling him straight up. That would have hurt more.)

The rain was now pouring and Y/N had to try his best to make sure his cast didn't get ruined, but looking at it with Bajis name seemed to torment him.

He ended up walking home that night.

It was now the next day and all Y/N could do was pray Baji didn't show up today. Or ever. He couldn't bare to see his face again.

When Y/N arrived at his school he made sure to put on his inside shoes extra fast and hurried off to his classroom, as he quickly swung open his door he saw none other than Baji sitting at his seat.

He hand bandages on his face, his eyes looked like they never knew sleep and his face again held no emotions.

When he heard the door open he jerked his head to the direction only to see Y/N standing there.
'God I can't do this.' Y/N felt like he wanted to cry but nothing came out, and he was grateful for that.

"L/N listen I can-"
"G-get out of- of my seat."
"L/N-"
"G-GET OU- OUT BAJI." Y/N shouted as tears threatened to spill but he wouldn't let them. He wouldn't cry over a boy who hE ISN'T EVEN DATING.

"Okay. I'm sorry by the way, hopefully I can explain myself later if you will let me." Baji mumbled while exiting, passing by Y/N on his way to class.

That day Y/N didn't go to the roof to eat with Baji and Baji himself didn't expect him too. Looking back there probably was a better way to handle the situation but there is no way to travel back now.

Baji decided that after school he will explain everything to Y/N, he has too. The thought of Y/N hating him forever gave him a gross feeling in his chest that felt like pressure. He didn't like it one bit.

"L/N! Wait up!" Baji yelled to the boy as he walked out the school gates. L/N stopped to look at the delinquent and Baji saw tears in the corner of his eyes.

"Baji, leave me alone." L/N said as he continued to walk away, not bothering to look back.

Now normally Baji would respect if the average person wanted to be left alone but this time he just couldn't. He couldn't risk letting Y/N go. Not today. And not ever.

And before Baji could move again he made an internal promise to himself, 'never let Y/N go. Keep fighting for him, even if I die trying.'

A/N: THIS BITCH WAS NOT PROOFREAD SORRY LOL

BUT I AM WORKING ON A DRAKEN X MALE READER SO THAT WILL BE ON ITS WAY SOON :)