dancing around
my own apartment
with my
sweet
sweet
baby
in my arms.
bouncing you
and smiling at you
and giving you
kisses
on your
tiny feet.
we will sleep whenever
you
are ready.
we will play all day.
i will wrap you against my chest
and let you look at the world
on our little walks.
you will be raised
as a person.
you will learn at your pace.
i will encourage you to learn.
you can love whoever you love.
and i will tell you
honestly
when something is wrong.
i will keep you safe.
i will not yell at you.
i will not ever yell at you.
you will be strong.
and you will be kind.
and you will be everything ive ever dreamed of.
you
would be
everything ive ever dreamed of.
all i see is
everyone having children.
and i cannot.
it may be years.
it may be
never.
it
may
be
never
