Alessya Rodríguez: A woman who is feared by anyone she comes across. A soul made of gold, a body like a goddess. The heir to the Spanish mafia that will not hesitate to eliminate anyone in her way.
Arsenio Romano: A man who will kill anyone reckles...
"Heyy liss!" She says and hugs me. "Heyy." I say while hugging her back. We walk onto the beach and just walk and talk. "So you were talking to this guy, how is that going?" I ask. "Oh yeah, we're still talking." She says. She has been a little secretive about it. "Enzo is in town how do you feel about that?" She asks. "I feel disgusted. Thinking about him already makes me want to vomit." I tell her.
I never really had a other friend than Ava, she always has stopped me in making new friends. But i think that friendship looks a whole lot different than this. "Talking about the devil." I say when i see Enzo. He walks towards us, great. "Hey Enzo!" Ava says happily. What the actual fuck, isn't she supposed to be a bitch to him. They even hug, im even more disgusted now. While they hug Enzo smirks at me, i hate that damn smirk of his. "Hey Lexi." He says.
"Stop calling me that, dick." I say. He gets that look into his eyes again. I said i was scared of him, well im fucking scared of him. He knows that im scared. "Stop being so rude." Ava says. I look at her in shock. She knows what happend, fucking bitch! "Yeah, im just trying to say hello to you." Enzo says. "You know what, fuck both of you!" I say and storm off.
I feel my head get red from the amount of anger inside of me. I get into my car and drive to the park. I arrive and walk to my spot. I stand infront of a tree and start punching and kicking it. My knuckles slowly turn red as im still hitting the tree. "Ale? Ale stop your hurting yourself." I hear Arsenio say. Why is he fucking everywhere. He turns me around. "Get the fuck away from me!" I scream and hit him in his chest a few times. He pulls me closer and hugs me. "Get away from me." I say angrily while i try to get out of his grip. But he just holds me even tighter.
"Get away from me, please." I say as my voice starts breaking and tears start to run down my face. I stop struggling as i cry in his arms. "Let it all out, its okay to be sad." He whispers.
Its about 10 minutes Later and we're sitting on the swings. "You can always talk to me, you know that right?" He tells me. In this couple of days i started to trust him, but still i don't know if i should tell him. Something is holding me back. "I just thought someone was my best friend but shes just a fucking bitch." I tell him. "What did she do?" He asks. "Shes being fucking nice and close to Enzo when she shouldn't because she knows-." I cut myself off.
"Because she knows, what?" He asks again. "Because she knows what he has done to me." He's listening really carefully and he really cares. "What did he do." He asks once again. "He- did.. i- uhm." Tears start streaming down my face again. He walks towards me and kneels down infront of the swing. He grabs my hand "you don't have to tell me, just take your time okay?" He says softly while rubbing his thumb over my hand.
I wipe my tears away. "No, i should tell you." He should know and i trust him enough, to tell him this. "We didn't have a relationship." I start. "He played me into having sex even if i didn't want to." There, its out. I could've called it abuse or raping but this was the easiest way to say it, and i think he's smart enough to understand. His eyes widen. He seems angry? Well at least he's already a better friend than Ava and i've known him for like a week.
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What the actual fuck did she just tell me. No wonder she doesn't want him to even touch her. Im mad, im furious at him but im also mad at myself. Shes hurting because all of these fake people in her life and yet im faking too, i fucking drugged her what was i Thinking. I should tell her, i should tell her and start over. Or maybe i'll should just stay out of her life. Yeah, I should just tell her, she'll be mad but i just can't lie anymore. I can't lie to her or myself anymore.
But i won't tell her now shes sad enough already. "Are you okay?" She asks. "Oh, uhm yes sorry. Thats just disgusting." I say. I don't know what to tell her, shes fucking raped. I want to kill him, and i will. Her phone buzzes. "Oh, i should get home." She says while standing up. "Alright. I'll cya tomorrow?" I say. "Mhm." She walks off. "Be careful!" I yell after her. She puts her gun in the air as i laugh.
I go home and once again look for my dad. I can't stand him. I find him in the living room. He stands up "want to tell me anything?" He says. "Yes. Enzo is not working here!" I say. He smirks "and why is that?" "You know why!" Im fucking angry i never been so angry in my life. "So she told you, i thought you didn't care." Im so done with this fucking prick, he's been playing mind games for too long now. "I Care! I care fucking much about her! Is that what you want to hear!? And im not working with a asshole who raped her!" I scream.
"Do you really care, you drugged her." He says emotionless. "Listen up you MANIPULATIVE DICK!" I start and slap him in the face "HE'S NOT WORKING HERE." im shaking of anger that slap was nothing compared to what i want to do to him. I don't even care that its my dad anymore, its not like he give one crap about me. "Okay." He says calmly. "But you listen now. The love you have for this girl will be your death." He says and walks out of the room. I just stand there staring at the wall.
My mom comes into the living room. "Come on sit down." She says. I sit down and she sits next to me, rubbing my back. "You were right. I care about her." I tell her. Like she hasn't heard i just screamed it through the whole fucking house. "And i already fucked up." I say. "Im sure it isn't that bad." She says. "Mom, i fucking drugged her."
"This isn't unfixable, you just have to tell her truth. Let her be mad and make up again." she says. Easier said than done. I hear my dad scream my mom's name. "Just fight for her." My mom says before she walks out.
I'll tell her tomorrow, even tho i don't want to. She has to know.
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Sixth chapterrr! I hope you like it🦋
I translated all the Spanish and Italian sentences so sorry if i say something wrong or say something weird/stupid.😊
