What the!!!!!!

What have I done!!

"Well I knew how mad you were on Shawn for beating Sam and how sarcastically you reply to people you are mad at. So for precautionary measures I said specially Shawn, " she explained everything and further said, "I even asked Shawn not to talk to you when he asked me about you".

"Oh," that's all what came out my mouth.

" I was even rooting for you two to get together, "she said shocking me.

" You were? Wow, " I said. "What about you having a crush on him? You once told me, remember?"

"It faded away just as fast as it appeared. I realised I was better off as his friend."

"Really?" I couldn't believe it.

"Yes. Didn't you understand that time when I raised no objection in you tutoring him? " she asked.

"I thought you were doing for his welfare, " I said.

"That was one reason. But I wanted you to to be friends too and then something more. You both are very compatible. Anyone can see that, " She said. 

I stayed silent as I had nothing to say. How stupid I could be! What the hell had I done? I am doomed. I am done for. Oh God. What am I gonna say to him. It's gonna look so pathetically stupid and lame. I should just dig a hole and bury myself.

"Are you gonna say something. Just go and talk to him now."

"I can't."

"Why? What's stopping you now?" Amanda was getting impatient.

"First like I have told you I am grounded and second he must be at the summer camp he goes to," I remember him telling me about that.

"Oh ya that. That completely slipped my mind. So, what are you planning to do?"

"Well for a month I can't do anything anyway. Plus I have my volunteering starting soon, so I will be busy. I will clear it all when the school will start."

"Sure do. You like him, right?"

"Yaa I do."

"Good. Silly girl."
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After the whole clarification and everything with Amanda I decided to talk to Jer. I was feeling so bad and to be honest nervous too as how he would react. I just got to know that he knew about Shawn proposing me and stuff and I didn't tell him myself. He must have felt really bad. So, I called him and luckily he picked up.

"Hey Jer," I said sounding low in guilt.

"Got time for me now?" sarcasm was purely evident in his tone.

"Before you say anything let me tell you that I am grounded, so please come at the house. I will explain everything. Pretty please Jer. Please," I hoped he would say yes.

"Hang up I am coming," thankfully he agreed.

Amanda was in her room when Jer come, so I took him to the living area and made coffee for the both of us.

"How could you do this Tri? I mean hiding stuff from us, from me."

"I know and I am so sorry. I am really really ashamed. Trust me."

"Why didn't you say anything and you rejected Shawn! I thought you liked him," Jer was in full Amanda mode.

"Well I do like him. It just happened out of some misunderstanding," I was too ashamed of myself that time.

"Care to explain."

"Well I thought Amanda liked him but that's not the case and I didn't tell you cause I didn't want you to feel bad. But please don't tell Shawn about it. I will resolve it once he comes back from his summer camp." I explained it a to Jer.

"Woah! That's something."

"Tell me about it."

"But now Amanda has cleared it all. She even gave me a good lesson. So, I will take the initiative now. Don't worry," I smiled.

"Stop smiling. You broke that boy's heart. He was so relieved when he came to know you treat me like your brother only and was so happy to tell you his feelings and what you did, hmm?"

"What about treating you like a brother?" I was confused now.

"Shit man. I accidently told on him. Well don't tell him I told you but he was jealous of me wondering why you are always with me and why we are so close. At his parents' anniversary I cleared it and you should have seen his face," Jer chuckled.

"Ohh that's why he was asking me too. Idiot! How can he just make stuff like that."

"Look who's talking," Jer taunted me.

"Yaa I have lost the right to judge anyone for this. Anyway I am grounded for two weeks. Then I have my volunteering at the hospital. I will think about ways to resolve the matter in the meanwhile."

"Yaa I forgot to ask why are you grounded? I mean you."

I told Jer everything that happened at the wedding and how I only defended mom and dad but this happened.

"You did right but Mrs Cooper was right too you know. She had to..."

"Yaa yaa I know. She had to be the parent. Everyone has told me that and I am not mad. I will sleep and have fun in these two weeks."

"You tell me. Everything set for the college. Ready for the new beginning?"

"Yes almost. I have gone to see the dorms and all. Pretty much everything is set."

Jer and I talked for a while about this and that. I told him everything about my stay in India and my small vaca with my cousins and Neel. He told me about his preparations for the college and stuff and after an hour or so he went back home and I went to have some good sleep.