Shalnark x Reader Oneshots 💜💛💜 [Might Not Be Writing Again]

💔Flower Petals☁️ |ShalnarkxHanahakireader|

As I was brushing my teeth I must have triggered my gag reflex or something because I ended up finally throwing up.

I noticed it was mostly blood and petals. I didn't understand what it ment at all but now feeling quite a bit better from getting that out of my system I decided to do a little research on what was wrong with me.

A Yoogled some of my symptoms and the first thing thst came up was something called 'Hanahaki Diease'.

I clicked on the first linked and started reading what they had on the website. To sum it all up Hanahaki diease effects people with one sided or unrequited love and was able to be cured through surgery but the romantic feelings towards the person would disappear. If left untreated the person may die.

I felt to many emotions in that moment. Fear, stress, confusion, sadness all in one. Who was I in love with? My first thought went to of who I might be would me Machi.

She's always with me and I would be lying if I said she wasn't my type. But she's with Paku and I think they're relationship was adorable and I don't think it could be her.

I thought maybe Shizuku or Feitan next but Feitan is a little to fruity to be an option and Shizuku seems instrested in Machi.

Maybe Phinks or maybe Bonolenov..? Yeah no. Kalluto is a child so he is immediately out of the running. Franklin and Uvo both could crush me in an instant.

Kortopi is either 9 or 99 and both ages are way out of my range and Nobunaga I just can't see him being a romantic instrest. And Chrollo is our leader and I don't want to be part of his strange image so I don't think he could be an option.

The only other person I could think of and I was slightly dreading to come to was Shalnark..

He would be the perfect fit as a partner and why I felt so weird that day when he was talking about his devotion to the troupe and walking me home made since on why the petals suddenly appeared.

How was I supposed to tell him..? If I did he wouldn't expect it since he said he wouldt let anyone or anything get in the way of his work..

Does that apply to troupe members too.. or would that be different?

I felt the sensation that something was in my throat again. I didn't want to get surgery since from what read on a couple of articles my memories of the person could disappear too..

How could I be part of the troupe then if I got the surgery and I remembered everyone but him..? He would definitely get suspicious and do research and find out thst I was crushing on him.

Am I really going to die by this? I hope not..

And that's basically how I got here today. I'm now just laying in bed waiting it either die, have Shal magically confess his feelings to me, or for Chrollo to set up another mission.

I haven't done much since I found out everything a couple of weeks ago. I still go on the missions Chrollo assigns since that how I make money to pay rent.

I think Chrollo might have a suspension about what's going on with me since he hasn't been teaming Shal and I together anymore for missions and has recently been putting me with either the girls, Feitan, and Phinks.

Normally shal was my partner and but I guess boss noticed myself distancing myself from him.

I thought maybe if I just pretend the feelings weren't there and that distancing myself would just have the petals go away. But they have only gotten worse.

I've started coughing up full F/Fs. It gets really hard to breath at times. My bedroom is littered with bloody flowers and petals.

I was trying to sleep when I heard my phone go home. I decided just to wait till morning to text who ever text me back when I heard my phone go off again.