Memoires of an everchanging spirit

//The psychic reading

- I start crying.
"How! How would you know that? I feel like you can look directly into my soul. And absolutely everything what you've said is true!"

"I just tell you what the cards show me.
Now ask me questions. Ask me anything."

- "Well, the reason I wanted to talk to you...
I've been talking to this girl and I think I've been catching feelings for her lately and I'm not sure if I should tell her. I'm scared."

"You've been thinking a lot about her, haven't you? What's her name?"

- "Her name is Violet"

"Violet? Wait no... That can't be her real name. I feel that this is not her real name.
Can it be possible, that you are talking about the sweet girl I've mentioned before?
There is a very strong connection between the two of you;
I would always recognize that energy."

- "Oh - yes you are actually right. She doesn't really use her birthname anymore"

"But I still saw the connection. The truth cannot be hidden."

[...]

"Ok I will mix up the cards again...
Kira... Violet...
Violet... Kira.... Violet.....

Interesting...

What you two have, is a new beginning right here.
I see, you've already once had a connection before, you got closer;

then there's this gap inbetween.

And now the connection is stronger than ever, and it will grow.
It's the beginning of something new and very beautiful.

And even though you don't see it;
you are ready for this.

But you're also not that easy to handle.
You're delicate."

[...]

"Violet; she has power over you.
She calls the shots.
And she needs a decision from you; a clear statement.
Violet is looking after you.
She cares about you; she has your back.

And you - on the other hand - want someone to lean on to.

You two need to make a decision.
You two trust each other.

And this relationship is just at the beginning. It's actually facing a lot of decisions."

[...]

- Oh and on the other hand there is this stubborn person sitting there again!
And you know what?
This young man will call the friendship quits with you. He will cut your connection. That is certain."

- "I'm afraid it already happened. We had a terrible fight two months ago and we haven't talked since. I guess that's the end you are talking about..."

[...]

" Back again; about you and Violet:
You have to take things slowly; this new beginning you're facing.

Your souls are seeking each other.
The souls feel attracted to each other in love.

But YOU are doubting that!
Why are you doing that?

The little luck is already there.
Don't question it.
Just wait for it."

- "But... how do I know she feels the same way about me? I feel like we have a special connection, and I don't want to ruin this friendship, or whatever it is that we have. I'm scared she won't reciprocate."

"Violet is looking after you.
And she will not decline.
She will tell you: 'let's take this slowly'

Both of you are connected with luck,
And you will evolve together,
And there is strength on your way."

[...]

"But sometimes you do a little bit too much and become overwhelming;
And then, like the little pisces you are, you tend to disappear into the dephts of the sea when you're hurt, and you isolate yourself to the point you don't talk to anyone.
Don't do that.
You have to find the middle way.

Furthermore,
YOU HAVE TO GET MOVING!
Pull yourself together and do what has to be done!

There are so many positive things inside you!
And there is luck inside of you.
But you are so scared!
You are sweet-tempered and have such a strong intuition.
Why aren't you listening to it?"

[...]

"Now get up and tell Violet about your feelings! She's waiting."

- "What! Really? I don't know.. I'm shy!"

"Get your courage up!
Tell her!
Go out of that door and already do it,
for god's sake!
It's time."

Rest in peace, Erika