*start of tour*
ASHLEY'S P.O.V:
Our tour started today , and im so excited but i just cant help but think about my dad , i keep having nightmares and flash backs of what happend and all the times he has hit me . I sit here and remember the car accident
*Flashback*
" Give it back molly!!" i yelled at my litle sister just 2 years of age , "But its mine" she screams. I start trying to grab it off her causing her to cry and scream louder , kicking my moms chair as she did. My mom turns to us and shouts "Stop it now you two im trying to concentrate , Ashley give your litle sister the toy back and be quiet you can have it in half an hour!" she shouts grabbing the toy of me to give it back to molly . I start to sulk and look out of the window screen , My eyes widen in horror as i see a 40 foot artic heading straight for us , "MOMMYY LOOK OUT!!!!!!!!" I scream at her , her eyes return to the road as she trys to swurve shes to late , the artic hits us and our car goes flying in to the air , landing with a loud thud and smash as we land on the roof on the embankment. The car is silent apart from the sound of dripping petrol . I look across to molly , shes not moving or breathing. I start crying and telling my mom and sister to wake up , its no use , theyre dead. I lie there still waiting for my death to come. But suddenly i am dragged out by a stranger. There are sirens and flashing lights everywhere , Then it all goes black. I wake up in hospital with my dad looking down at me , he is angry. " This is all your fault! , you should have never have been born , your the reason your mom and sister are dead , you killed them! how does it make you feel! you should be ashamed of yourself!" with that he walked out of the room leaving me feeling empty and cold.
*end of flashback*
I burst out crying , my dad was right . If i had never have been born none of this would have happend. My mom and sister would still be living and they would have been a happy family.I made my way to the bathroom , avoiding eye contact with any of they guys , i didnt want them to see me crying , i got to the bathroom and locked the door , i took my razor from my secret hiding place and sat on the cold hard floor. I slid it across my wrist 7 or 8 times and just sat there and let them bleed. I must have fallen asleep because soon cc was banging on the door demanding me to let him in. I opend the door slightly and his eyes widend when he saw i had been crying. He burst through the door and locked it again. I burst out crying again , i couldnt help it , cc just sat there hugging me. "You wanna tell me whats going on?" cc asked gently in to my hair. I looked up at him and wiped my eyes. " I .. I just keep having nightmares and flash backs about my dad and stuff , and , i just realised that he was right all those years ago , it was my fault that my mom and sister crashed , and if i hadnt have been born , then they would still be alive right now" tears filled my eyes again but i held them back. "Ashley purdy , i am warning you now young man , that accident was not your fault , if anyones it was your dads , he was the one that should have been taking you to your grandparents not your mom , dont ever think that ashley okay? and also , please stop doing this to yourself , one of these days your gonna cut to deep and kill yourself , you will leave us all and you will give your dad what your really wanted , you really wana do that?" he said whilst looking at my wrists. "Im sorry , ill try and stop , oh and cc , thanks , youve really cheered me up" , "No problem , anytime now lets get you cleaned up shall we".
ANDY'S P.O.V:
CC told me all about ashleys nightmares , so i plan on taking him to the counciler tomorrow , i know hes always said he dosnt need one but its the only thing i can think of to help him. i was so lost in thought i didnt evan notice ashley come in and sit next to me. "Umm Earth to planet andy" ashley shouted waving his hand in front of my face. I snapped out of my trance and looked at him , "Huh , what? sorry zoned out for a second" , "No shit sherlock" he replied sarcasticly , i flipped him off , ahh shit , that wasnt a good idea , if theres anything ash hates more than his dad , its people flipping him off . He turned his head towards me , a evil grin and look apearing on his face. I jumped up and started running , i ran out of the bus and around all the other busses . Even though i have gazzelle legs , i couldnt run any further , i couldnt see ash so i thought i had lost him , how wrong was I. "Hey batman , luckily for me you havnt got flying powers and you get outa breath preety quick , not so clever now are you" i looked up to see ash charging towards me , all of a sudden he pounced on me and i fell backwards and landed right on my arse. Ashley pushed me further down so i was lay on the floor , i looked up in to his eyes , they were filled with pain but they were also filled with a litle bit of happiness . He crushed his lips to mine , i licked his bottom lip deepening the kiss one hand made its way in to his hair and the other on his bum.I felt him get hard and his hand made its way down to my pants . He slid his hand under my pants and in to my boxers touching me tortuesly , then our moment was ruined by Danny and ben from asking alexandria walking round the corner and finding us .We got talking and agreed to go back to there bus , Everything from then is just a blur.
Note:
Hey guys , omg i am so sorry that i took this long to upload another chapter , ive just been so cought up with school and stuff so yeah , ill try to start uploading more often , i noticed that i had 3 votes? I know its not alot but it means loads to me!! So thanks to anyone who voted and everyone whos reading! , It would be nice to get some comments but i wont rush it :)<3
