The Mind of Mental Illness 2022

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I'm in love. In love with the idea of feeling for someone. In love with the unknown sensation of complete unguided communication. In love with emotions that are forever lost in the dark. The bitter-sweet reality of loving someone is the inevitable ending. Nothing good lasts as long as you wish and I've come to terms with myself and this cold fact over the years. Things are easier said than done when you're broken; shattered more like. Being content with life has become an obsession ill never achieve. I'm envious of those who live in oblivion to their own issues. A salty taste of this oblivion is all I've managed to experience. The numbing of a stale mind could never be as indulging as contentment. A small piece of me wants to give a certain kind of love I've never been given to someone who deserves more than life has provided.