Petrova Princess of New Orleans (2)

That's just how things go 

Rebekah

Elijah has been different the last few days freya and I have seen it more than anyone And I generally do believe it has something to do with Catherine seeing the girls that he walked away from now in a relationship mother to her boyfriend daughter and now was expecting her own child I can't imagine what he's going through and now that his relationship with Hayley is over I don't even know where to begin

"You know that you can talk to me don't you "I said to Elijah who was sat in the corner of the compound

He looks at me in the eyes "I'm very aware I can talk to you, but right now I don't really have much to say I guess karma finally came to me "

"What are you talking about why would karma come for you you haven't done anything wrong tell "I said looking at him

He laughed at me "that's the funniest thing about our family we never do anything wrong always the victims of the two victims family get away from us their lives so much better look at Zoella and Catherine even Margot their lives were easier without us "

I shook my head at him " you really don't believe that do you, we've all made mistakes in our lives but why do you feel like karma is comeback for you and I know it has something to do with Catherine "he said looking at me dead in the eyes "don't look at me like that I know that you love her or you think you do but whatever you're feeling you have to put to bed she's happy she's about to have a baby with another man a man who she obviously loves so you have to put whatever emotions you're feeling to bed "I said to him trying to get him to understand that just because he feels guilty doesn't mean he has a right to try and make everything better

He looked at me in shock "my feelings would never get in the way of her family I would never do that "

I Looked very sad at him "I don't think you would do a purposely but I think that you're guilty you feel it and you wanna make it better Montecarlo that girl who you told was a terrible person was forced to tell you that she was pregnant because yet again you put too much pressure on everyone to make up for the things you've done you can't just accept what happened you have to make it better and not making it very uncomfortable for everybody else "

Before you could say anything Freya appeared " she's right, I understand your anger and you're frustrated and you feel responsible for the damage that was done but you have to stop putting this pressure on you and the people around you, Katherine is always going to be angry about what happened to her family and Zoella is always going to be angry about what you did to her sister but you have to move on are there is no point in us trying to be a family doing what is best for Margot and hope you have to leave your feelings at the door" for us are trying to get Elijah to understand where we were coming from

"Yes my emotions by clouding my judgement right now but I will always put Margot and hope first"

"That's good because those girls are the only thing that matter right now one of those girls best friend and possibly the boy she loves has been dealt one of the most painful moments of his life finding out that his father is dead does and they all need our support  especially that young boy, so if you're gonna continue to chase after Katherine trying to make up for the things you've done then it's gonna be a very painful few weeks "I said trying to reinforce what Freya had said

"I hear you both loud and clear I will keep my distance and do what is best for the girls as I will continue to do "he said before he walked out of our view

I rolled my eyes have a very good feeling that he is not going to back down the way he said he has a time to look at freya "I don't think he'll listen to a thing we said "

She sat down next to me "of course he did but he loves the woman and he thinks he can fix it, then live happily ever after but this is the real world she loves the father of her child and she's not gonna walk away from the family as she's dreamed of her entire life for a man that made her feel less than it's not gonna happen"She said to me

Nodded my head "agree with you it's gonna be very interesting and let's not forget we have the drama with Nik and Zoella whatever is going on there is weird and I can't help but think it's going to be a very tense couple of weeks "

"I actually can't believe this is our life do you know I just thought that maybe one day we could actually just sit down and be a family be peace and quiet and everyone would be happy but I don't see that happening any time soon" she said leaning her head on my shoulder

I laughed at her "a girl can dream but when you're in this family it's very likely it will turn into a nightmare "

God help us, because I feel in the air it's going to be a very tense and trying few weeks