My second home

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Zoella

I never thought that I would ever return to New Orleans it was a beautiful part of my life but after the fire I never ever wanted to go back, but here I am now going back with the family that I left nearly 18 years ago but I guess the biggest difference now is that I'm taking my little girl with me a child that I've tried to protect my entire life, I'm taking her into a place that I know can be unsafe which is why I'm taking precautions to protect her.

I know many people feel like I'm too easy on Margot expressing herself in her own way more overtime I have learnt very quickly that if you hold onto tight they pull away too quickly and that is the last thing I want for my daughter, which is why she's always protected she just doesn't know it

As I sat thinking about making sure that everything is safe for Margot and for Lucy but especially the newest member of our family Katherine's s unborn child I was pulled out of it by Katherine herself " I know what you're thinking about "she said to me

I looked over at her in her own seat on the plane "and what am I thinking about "

She give me a look"You have that look of I need to plan I need to fix things, you don't everything is how we've planned it the team will be there on the ground in New Orleans when we get there and Margot is with Lucy and hope everything is fine so...

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She give me a look"You have that look of I need to plan I need to fix things, you don't everything is how we've planned it the team will be there on the ground in New Orleans when we get there and Margot is with Lucy and hope everything is fine so just breathe, I know you're also scared about going back to New Orleans but it's different this time I'm here and Tom is here and we are not going to let anything happen to our children or to you so just breathe okay "

I smiled at her I don't know what I'd do without her if I'm completely honest she gives me calm during the storm " you always know the right things to say "

"Well that's a change normally I say the wrong thing which I've done for the last off how many years "she said pulling her normal smug face

"Forget about my problems and my anxiety how are you feeling because if you feel something wrong seems to go to New Orleans will go to the doctor and make sure everything is okay "I said to her

She started to laugh at me "everything is fine I feel incredible I just I'm carrying a life inside of me, the one that I made with a man I love who loves me for me, it's all I've ever wanted and now I finally got it nothing is going to destroy this nothing and know one, I have Tom and Lucy and you and Margot what more could I need " she said rubbing her growing stomach

She started to laugh at me "everything is fine I feel incredible I just I'm carrying a life inside of me, the one that I made with a man I love who loves me for me, it's all I've ever wanted and now I finally got it nothing is going to destroy thi...

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