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i rolled my eyes at them then swiped out of twitter. i was about to put my phone down when it started ringing. i looked to see who it was.. toushai flashed across my screen.

i sighed and rubbed my temple.

" god you really don't like me rn huh" i said picking it up and her face connected.

" hey" she said.

" wassup"

" can we meet up somewhere and take pictures, smoke, and chill" she questioned.

" uhhh sure same place as always" i asked.

" yeah see you then"

i walked upstairs and changed into some shorts and a tank top then slipped on my vans.

i grabbed my camera,skateboard, and some blunts i had rolled already.

i made sure everything was locked up and what not then headed to the beach.

when i got there i seen shaina waiting for me by a tree.

i got everything out the car and walked over to her.

" hey" she said with a smile.

" uh hey" i said with a awkward one.

" should we get started" she said.

" yeah" i said handing her a blunt i had and put one in my mouth.

we lit them and started walking around taking pictures.

it was a nice day in LA. beautiful skies, the air cool, people enjoying each other company.

we started taking pictures of stuff and each other.

i started skating around a bit loving the breeze i was getting.

i skated back to shaina.

we walked on the beach and walked towards the sand then sat down.

we sat in silence just enjoying the view infront of each other.

the sound of ocean waves crashing onto land and the wind blowing.

she sighed and i knew she wanted to ask about the situation.

" do you and kehlani have something going on" she asked.

i didn't even know how to answer it.. we fucked yeah and was all over each other for two days but we didn't talk about what any of it meant...

" no we're just friends" i said looking at her then looking back at the sunset.

" are you sure because you looked l-"

" her and i been friends with each other since middle school... we just comfortable with each other" i told her.

' comfortable for you to rearrange her guts' my brain said.

" i just want to make sure you know... i'm in love with her vibe and personality. she's has a good heart you know" she sighed out.

" yeah i know toush" i said.

" she reassured me earlier there was nothing going on but i needed to hear it from you to make sure it was the truth" she said.

i didn't respond..

" wanna go get food" she asked looking at me changing the subject.

" yeah i'm starving" i said.

" i know this caribbean place not to far from here" she said.

" what we still sitting here for then" i asked getting up and she chuckled.

time skip

i was in the studio just thinking about a lot. what did the sex mean. we've been kinda just like texting like it never happened. i took a swig from the bottle and finished the 3rd one of the night.

i heard the door open.

" y/n you still in here" i heard cliff ask.

" mhm" i hummed grabbing another bottle from next to me.

" what's going on with you" he asked shutting the door.

" she's fucking with my mind mann" i chuckled.

" let's talk about it when tomorrow when you sober" he said going to grab me.

" nahh i wanna get in the booth" i slurred.

" are you s-"

" the booth" i stated again getting up and stumbling a bit.

he helped me in there and hesitantly closed the door.

i put the headphones on and went to the mic.

" the beat- the beat i was working on earlier is there hit play" i said.

" you sure you wanna do this" he said.

i just hummed and he hit play.