I have been going to Lupin's office for 3 weeks now. The second week there was a full moon so I left before he changed and checked on him in the morning and spent the weekend reading and talking with him.
He was true to his word and gave me extra lessons along with the talking and reading. Which brings me to what we are doing tonight.
" So you know all about Dementors and the Patronus charm correct"
" Yes like Hermione said on the train I taught myself last year"
" Ok have you made a full corparel or just the shield"
" I have made a full corparel and I feel it represents me the animal I got"
" Oh really do you mind if I can see it"
" Only if I can see yours Remus" I reply
" Alright on 3" he said as I nodded
" Ready 1..... 2........ 3!"
"EXPECTO PROTNUM" we said simultaneously
At the ends of our wands came out two animals. Both animals were the same except one was slightly smaller. They were both wolves.
" Remus what does it mean when Patronus's make a pair" I say staring wide eyed at the bright animals Infront of us.
" Uhh- umm it usually means t-that the two people fell in l-love or were destined f-for each other" he answered stumbling over his words
" Oh uhh ok" I say not knowing what else to say.
I turn to look at him and see he's already looking at me. In one swift movement his lips are on mine and my hands are in his soft brown hair and his hands are on my back pressing me up against him.
We back up and I feel a desk hit the top of my thighs. He taps me on the back signaling me to Jump and I do, he pushes me back on the desk and stands between my legs.
We finally come up for air and he presses his forehead against mine. When my panting calms down I open my eyes and see his are still closed.
" We shouldn't have done that" he whispers
" I know"
" But I don't want to stop"
" Then don't" I say lightly kissing him again
We break apart again and I look up at him, he puts a piece of my hair behind my ear. And kisses my forehead. We stay like this for a couple of minutes.
" I should go it's getting late" I say
" Yeah" he says with a small smile
" See you tomorrow" I say smiling back.
I open the door and I turn around to look at him and I see him looking at me already, I bite my lip and walk out.
I swear people in america can probably see my smile. I get to the fat lady and say " Cornish pixies" which is the password. I walk in and freeze, sitting there on the couch alone is Hermione and Angelina.
" I wonder where she's been Hermione" said Angelina
" I do to Ang' care to explain Estrella" Hermione says
" I was doing my extra lessons w-with Lupin" I say quickly
" Ahh extra lessons she says Hermione" Says Angelina
" E you know I already know I saw the way you looked at each other on the train just tell us we promise not to tell anyone" Hermione says
" Fine ' Muliffito' what do you want to know" I say casting the silencing charm on the common room
" Everything" they say simultaneously
" Ok well he's kind, smart, funny, handsome and he gets me. He can make me smile even when I'm sad, when I'm not with him...... it's like everything is dark and when I'm with him it's like someone turned on a light, he loves to read and he loves chocolate his favorite color is brown and he loves to teach oh you should see the look in his eye when he talks about teaching or about a book, he can crack some good jokes but oh how I love it when he is sarcastic it's like I've never heard sarcasm before I met him. I've seen him help students carry books when they are carrying to many or give people chocolate when they feel down , oh he thinks he doesn't deserve anything but I think no I know he deserves the world and more he is just so amazing" I gush about Remus.
The girls said there aw's at the right moments.
" We've been talking or reading after dinner and I wasn't lying about the extra lessons because he does teach me something new for DADA some days, like today he asked if I knew everything about Dementors and the Patronus charm and he asked if he could see my Patronus I told him only if I got to see his and he agreed so we cast the charm and" I stop
" And what" Hermione asks
" And we have matching Patronus's" I say blushing
The girls squeal and I cover my face with my hands.
" What'd he say after that" Angelina asks
" Well he didn't say anything actually for about 5 minutes till I asked what it means when people have matching Patronus's and he said the people either fell in love or they were destined to be" I say blushing Gryffindor Red.
" eek" they squeal again
" What happened after that?" Asks Hermione
" Well... We kinda sorta kissed" I say covering my face with my hands again.
" YOU KISSED!!" yells Angelina
" Yeah" I say
" I usually wouldn't support stuff like this but you guys would be so cute together" Hermione says
" Who are you and what have you done to Hermione Jean Granger" I joke
" Yeah yeah whatever so are you guys together now" she says smiling
" Well honestly I don't know because after we finished kissing I said I need to go because it's getting late so we said goodnight and I came here" I answer
" Do you love him?" Angelina asks
" I don't know but I think so, it's not like he loves me though he probably just likes me" I say at my lap.
" I don't know Estrella with the way he looks at you during meals and most likely during class I would say otherwise" says Hermione
" Oh yeah no he gives her heart eyes during class to he is so in love with you E he probably doesn't know what to do with himself" Ang' says
" You guys really think so" I say quietly
" We know so" Hermione says as Ang' nods
" Well I'm tired we should really head up to bed" I say yawning
" Yeah see ya in the morning Hermione" Ang' says when we separate to go to our respective dorms.
" Night Ang' night E" Hermione says
" Night " I say
Angelina and I walk into our dorm and lay in bed.
" Goodnight Ang' " I say
" Night E"
With that we both fall asleep and dream about love.
A/n
Sorry I didn't post for a day or two I just couldn't think of anything and then some family visited so I was busy to, but I promise I'll try to post regularly and I'll keep trying to find inspiration, maybe I could make an inspiration playlist and you guys could recommend some songs idk but I'll keep trying. So ig that's it see ya.
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