My Friend JK

Better tomorrow

Jungkook's POV Cont..

"Um.. it's not what it looks like?" I gulped 

"Wha- babe?"

"Okay" I sighed and pushed myself in my chair over to her, I grabbed her hand and pulled her towards me, I sat her in my lap and kicked back so my chair moved back to the desk "this is for tomorrow.." 

I played the choppy video that wasn't finished yet and watched her face for some sort of reaction, I wasn't sure what to expect but her face was emotionless and I swore she stopped breathing and it was making me scared 

She almost smiled at the picture of us when she shoved an ice cream cone on my face and Mel had almost peed herself from laughing too hard. The three of us laughed too hard, I couldn't even remember what I had done to get the ice cream cone shoved in my face

"It isn't finished" I mumbled as I clicked another tab, the video had ended and she still hadn't said anything, so I hit play on my newly recorded cover and let it play through the speakers "and I'm sure my voice doesn't match up as well, but I wanted to get this done so I could surprise you with it tomorrow.." I nibbled my bottom lip "um, how's your day?"

"How's my day?" She mumbled and then laughed, she shook her head and pushed some behind her ear "is this- are you-" she stopped and looked at the computer 

"Proposing? Asking you to marry me?" She nodded "yes, I am, I'm going to. If we could pretend this never happened, I swear it'll be better tomorrow" 

"It'll be better tomorrow?" 

"Yeah, I have uh, plans set for tomorrow" 

"But, this, will be better?" She pointed at the computer screen and I nodded, my palms were so ungodly sweaty and my heart was hammering out of my chest. This is not how it was supposed to go, and she hadn't acknowledged the fact that it was even a proposal. That made me feel sick to my stomach, I'm totally going to cry to my mom later and ask her why she didn't tell me not to do it. 

I shouldn't have done this. 

Maybe it's too soon?

Maybe she isn't as in love with me as she says, as she makes me feel. 

Is this one sided?

Did I jump the gun? 

Am I being played again? 

No. It's Randa. 

She'd never. 

"Baby?" 

"Hmm?" I looked up at her and briefly made eye contact before I looked away 

"How can you make it better when it's already perfect?" 

"What?" My stomach dropped and my heart raced faster making me feel like I was on a rollercoaster 

"It's perfect" she smiled wide and I noticed her eyes were glassy "this is really a proposal?" I nodded and swallowed hard "can I say yes?"

"I hope you'll say yes"

"I know" she laughed and wiped her eyes "but, I meant, you said it's for tomorrow on my birthday, but can I say yes now anyway?"

"You, you want to marry me? You're saying yes?" 

"Yes, you dumb ass" she laughed and smacked my chest making me laugh, I smiled as I grabbed her wrist and lifted her hand from my chest so I could kiss her palm