Yellow | Lee Jeno

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Jeno's POV

"I, uh, I don't know what happened" I explained "I'm sorry, that was a mistake"

She smiled at me "It's okay"

What the hell were you thinking?!? You'll tell a girl that kissing her was a mistake?

"By the way Jeno" she called "Your lips are soft"

***

"Earth to Jeno, helloooooo??"

I snapped out of my thoughts when Mark snapped his fingers in front of me

"Bro, you and Haechan look so problematic. Is it because of your love life?" he asked

"I don't know"

He shook his head "Hurry, we have a meeting"

I didn't understand anything. Damn, so this is how Haechan felt?

***

"You look like you have millions of problems" my sister, Jieun, said as soon as she entered my room

Wow, was it that obvious?

"So, what happened? Did you kiss someone and you don't know what you really feel?" she asked jokingly as she laughed

I know she's joking and that was just a wild guess but damn, she's right.

"Actually, yes" I answered honestly

She gave me the 'wtf' look.

"For real? Like real real?!" she asked "Who was it? Was it a complete stranger?"

"No. NO.. it was a friend" I said

"Wait" she said "You're gay? Bi? I mean, it's okay, no need to hide in the closet, I'll support you" she said and sat beside me "so, was it Mark? Or did you kiss Hyuck?!??!?"

"The fuck?!" I responded "No, I did not kiss neither of them and no, I am not gay nor bi. It actually would've been better if it were them coz we could shake it off after and joke about it" I added

She was looking at me with widened eyes. "Then who? I don't recall you having a girl friend" she said

"She's a new friend of mine" I said "Unexpected actually, I never knew we'd be close" I faced her "And I kissed her a while ago. I panicked and said it was an accident"

She looked at me as if she's judging me "Bro, I knew that you were inexperienced in love but I never thought it was this bad"

"What are you implying?" I asked

"You're like Haechan, indecisive, you're always not sure of your feelings" she stood up "But atleast Haechan shows his and he's aware"

I looked at her in disbelief "And..?"

"Nothing" she said "I have problems with my love life too, I mean, not problems, just, uhm, well that" she said and left

I shook my head.

Damn, love or whatever this is, it's fucked up.

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A/N: Sorry for the late late late update! >~< I got busy getting ready for school and our classed started last Monday. I'll try to update more. Thank you for understanding!! ^-^