Destiel soccer

I fell hard for him

Dean’s pov
 
I have been playing soccer my hold life. I play on fields and trick competitions. I love playing. My dad is my coach. To be honest I would like better to not have him but I don’t know how to tell him. We have a bond that’s hard to say I don’t feel well and can't play. I feel like I need to play or he will be ashamed. And I also came out to my family. Mom and Sam was okay with it and made it clear at least Sam. Dad had not said anything then telling me not to tell the press or fans about it. That it would ruin my career. I hated it. I didn’t date anyone to I found Cas on the internet. I fell hard for him. He is a teacher. I haven’t told him what I do. I don’t think he knows so much about soccer. I just said I am a mechanic because I loved doing it and it would be what I would do when I can’t play soccer anymore. I was scared he would leave me if he knew I was famous and wasn’t out. And I didn’t plan to go out either. Hoping I could wait to my soccer career was over. It sounded from what dad said it would ruin my career. So I stayed away from guys and just dated girls. But I gave up but when I found Cas. We have been dating for over 3 months online. I was happy but I was scared when I needed to tell him the truth. That he will leave me
 
Cas’s pov
 
My friend got me to get a tinder account because I hadn’t gotten any boyfriend. She has been out of town for 3 month for some work. She had gotten time to spend with me this night. I went out to get to the place. I had been dating Dean for 3 months. I was shocked that he texted me. He is so stunning. I thought maybe he is a catfish Charlie warned me about it. But he sent more photos and I looked away from that thought and believed him. I went in to the bar. Charlie smiled happy to see me and ran and hugged me. We sat down and started to talk. “So have you found someone?” Charlie asked existed. I nodded. “Yeah he is really kind and nice. He is really hot like really” I said laughing knowing how excited Charlie was and saying he was hot would make her more excited. “show me show me” Charlie said excited. I laughed and got in and found some photos of him. I showed her. Her face went to excited to worried and feeling bad for me. I was so confused and worried for what she would say. “I am so sorry, you ain’t talking to the guy in the photo. The guy in the photo is a really famous soccer player. He is also straight” Charlie said feeling bad for me. I looked down sad. It hurt that he lied to me. Charlie got up and hugged me. I hugged her back. After when I got home. I searched on him and nothing came up. I asked Charlie and I found out he lied about his last name. I was so hurt. He lied about so much to me. He is probably playing everything
 
Dean’s pov
 
I went to work and texted Cas saying good morning. I went in to the soccer stadium. Cas texted back. I opened my phone and got a horrible feeling when I saw it. It said “I know who the guy in the photos is now. You lied to me. How could you do that? it would have hurt less if you would have told me at least when we became a couple. If you don’t FaceTime and show me who you really is I will leave you.” My anxiety went over the roof. I texted back shaking. I wasn’t ready to show my self to him. I was to nervous and anxious. “I am not ready for that. Pls don’t leave me” I texted. I was to shaky to write more. Dad told me to get out on field. We played an game not training. I lost the ball and was totally out of it. I was so anxious losing Cas was all around in my head. Dad told me to get off the field. I was scared of what he would say. “What the fuck are you doing??” dad asked mad. “I..” I said looking down. It was the relationship I had with my dad. I called him sir more than dad. “You are not playing more. It’s your fault we will lose the game” dad said mad. He went away from me. I felt like it was hard to breath I was starting to have a panic attack. I had high problems with my anxiety. Cas was the first one I ever told. And I was gonna lose him. I went out and to my apartment. We were at the home stadium. I got a lot of alcohol and wasted my self. I drank and drank. Cas texted me and I just drank more after. He texted “I am not giving you second chance if you don’t show me who you are.” I drank and drank. I drank to I passed out. I hadn’t drinked so much before. When I woke up 3 hours later I drank more and moved to the bed. I drank again to I passed out I was out cold.