Hers were the same pairs of eyes that stared right into me, the same pairs of eyes which looked at me as the worthiest person that I could've been.
It was only those eyes ㅡ those eyes had the power to make me say the unsaid and emotions that were kept in the darkest corners of my heart.
I couldn't figure out whether one of those unsaid feelings included what I had thought was an empty garden that suddenly started to grow it's own flowers again.
Soon, this woman in my arms would be in the arms of someone else ㅡ travelling miles across the world and sharing the luxury of one another, just like she had planned for us.
Y/N was ethereal, no man would ever let the chance to let the chance to love such a beautifully crafted art pass by, and one day, she would be able to find a man that could make her more happy than I have did.
When that time comes, I would be in the same dark and empty room, rehearsing the same sickening melody that I would've eventually get tired of, dancing to the same insincere song over and over.
She wouldn't be there for me now ㅡ Y/N wouldn't be there for me to come home to, no Y/N to wake up to, no Y/N to drink coffee with, no Y/N to shower me with all the love and care I used to get from her, no more Y/N to keep me going for every single minute of my life.
"I'm sorry,"
I can say those words a thousand times but it still wouldn't change the fact that I had pained her in the worst way possible.
No more Y/N.
And when that time comes, I would be only shedding tears of regret that would endlessly consume me in the empty bed ㅡ that I had abandoned the woman I loved and promise to love the most.
I'd abandoned her once, I wouldn't want to abandon her again ㅡ I couldn't let her go.
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