Can you forgive me?

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Zenni pov

It's been a week and Zinnia is still not talking to me I'm really sorry I feel bad I mean I should feel bad because Ik how I would feel if I was in her shoes shit I probably would've beat ha ass I never realized Zinnia was my only friend out here damn.... I miss her a lot even though I only known her for 2 weeks I feel like I known her my whole life I gotta find some way to make this right

I walked in my room and closed my door because my dad was having one of his moments and my mom was just sitting there not saying anything I can't wait until I turn 18 so I can move df out of this hell hole i laid down wit my face in my pillow just thinking I turn my head to the left because I couldn't breathe I decided to call Jada we been friends since the 4th grade she's the only friend that cared about me enough to keep in contact

Jada ' wsp Nay
Me' shii nothing just going through some shit
Jada' what's going on
Me ' I fucked up bad and ionk what in the actual fuck to do
Jada' my ears are yours
So I told her everything and she reacted the same way Zinnia did

Jada' Now Zenni that was fucked up
Me' Ik Ik and I feel bad
Jada' ion blame her if she doesn't wanna EVER fuck wit you again
Mé' really?
Jada' yes really nigga you fucked your ex your EX while you was on the phone wit her and she heard it
Me' ummm

Jada' let me guess she doesn't even know it was Tasha?
Me' no why would I tell her that?
Jada' ionk mane you got some problems to solve out
Me' yea but how?
Jada' ionk you know where she stays?
Me' nah but I can find out
Jada' well pop up and do some type of cute shit and actually mean that your sorry don't say sorry just because you miss her and you want her to talk to you again and don't say no shit you don't mean
Me' ight

Jada' Igh I'll ttyl I'm finna go see my moms
Me' igh tell ha i said hey
Jada' Igh
Then I hung up the phone Jada mom found out she had cancer a few years back she been doing good but they put her in the hospital last week so right now everyone just hoping for the best so I was doing some FBI work on Miss Zinnia found out she stays down the street from me wow ok so I texted her brother I didn't tell him everything just a short story of it he had to work around 5 so I was going over there around 6 or 7 I was nervous asf I never did anything like this all the girls I done messed with took the apology and ran wit it but something about Zinnia is different she's not as easy as the other

𝗠𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹𝘀?

I went out and got hella shit for her i promise y'all i sept over 5,000 on this girl and she worth every dollar damn I really don't wanna fall for her but I mean how can you not she give off this good girl vibe but I would be a fool to believe it when I got back to the house it was 6:07 she goes to work at 7:25 I was nervous but I did it I pulled up to her house I got the stuff out the car and walked to the door I took a deep breath in and knocked on the door.

Zinnia pov

I was in the kitchen making me some food I was just chilling I got work in a few so I was calming down so I can get ready for that I was walking upstairs when I heard a knock at the door I opened the door to see Zenni damn this past week I haven't been thinking about her

more like I forced myself not to but when I saw her everything came back I really missed df out her ugly ass 🙄 Let my ass start crying she gon put my lashes back on she started telling me how sorry she was. Truth be told I been forgave her when she first said it just wanted to see if she really gaf ofc I took her apology and I gave her a hug
Me' can i tell you something
Zenni' yes
Me' I been forgave you
She looked at me like she wanted to snap my neck into half
Me' what? I had to see if you really gaf
Zenni ' well does this answer you question
Me' yes yes it does
Ionk why but I kissed her I could tell it threw her off but she wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed me back I like this feel I could get use to this.

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