A Painful Happiness

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Three years

I remembered
Little brother I hide my feelings;

By the title unofficially I gave

him.

And cheer my bestfriend's love for him.

Trip to an island.

Protected, for the first time I felt.

He touched my back, ushered me

Infront.

Guarding

From the unknown danger.

It might just be my imagination.

It felt so real; my feelings grow

One more time.

My bestfriend speak of

How she felt he was looking intensely at her.

Hurt, yes. It's painful, but still happy for her.

One time,

I was looking afar,

leaning by the table. I turned to look around the class.

Caught his eyes at me. It felt heavy and mysterious; unlike when we were casually talking.

I wanted to smile and tease him; like always.

But he adverted his eyes; like nothing happened.

But oh,

How it felt we gaze into each other so long.

As if, he just stared  through the air.

I wondered. Was he looking at me?

I love his eyes, I make believe he was stealing glances of me.

Not my bestfriend who was close to me.

How the crush started to turn into

Something they call- LOVE?

Idea, I don't have.

Clue, I have none.


19 march, 2015

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