boys' love | txt

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yeonjun's jaw dropped but before he could respond, he heard someone calling him.

"yeonjun!"

yeonjun turned and saw that beomgyu was standing and calling him. a sharp pain of guilt pierced through his heart. even beomgyu was interested in soobin, so it just felt unfair that he confessed without telling beomgyu.

"what's with the sour face? swallowed a lemon?"

"really funny." said yeonjun. "anyways, it looks like you came searching for me?"

"yeah. i did." said beomgyu, sighing. it was obvious to yeonjun that there was something on beomgyu's mind.

"is there something you want to tell me?"

"not really. i just can't be near taehyun and kai, right now."

yeonjun tilted his head. "did something happen?"

beomgyu opened his mouth, wanting to spill everything out to yeonjun but stopped. how could he tell yeonjun that he used to like taehyun?

...how could he tell yeonjun that he was using the person yeonjun liked as a cover-up for his true feelings?

beomgyu felt his heart clench. looking away, he said, "i don't really want to talk about it."

yeonjun smiled at his friend and threw an arm around beomgyu's shoulder. "well, i hate seeing you down, so let's go to the karaoke today? just the both of us?"

beomgyu smiled at yeonjun but it didn't reach his eyes.

his heart felt heavier by every passing second.

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soobin walked inside the house, his head clouded with all kinds of emotions.

"oh my" said soobin's mom, taking soobin's bag from him. "pft, did some hot guy confess to you now?"

soobin didn't answer and walked inside the house.

"oh, look at my son, all grown up." said soobin's mom to soobin's dad, who was sitting in front of his laptop on the dining table.

"did you accept him? or reject him? well, did you at least come to the realization that you're ga--"

"CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP?!" yelled soobin, everything inside him snapping.

soobin's mother froze for a second.

"gosh, how hard is it for you to be a n0rmal mother? which mother introduces their own son to gay romance? the books you allow me to read are basically gay porn! all i wanted was a normal life, without much attention but nothing is turning out the way i want to!

i just want to graduate school in peace. without a guy making me feel indescribable situations, without a guy confessing to me and then taking back not even considering once how i feel, without my own mother trying to turn my life into a bl romance novel! just stop!"

soobin took a deep breath and then ran to his room, locking it.

"soobin, come back here right now and apo--" said his dad but his mother put her hand on his shoulder, stopping.

with a sad expression on her face, she said, "he's right, isn't he? didn't i basically force him to like whatever i like? as a mother, i should've stricter with him."

"honey, it's not like that you know. he said that all in anger. i'm sure he doesn't mean anything."

soojin gave her husband a sad smile. "i just didn't want him to go through what i did. i just wanted him to feel comfortable around me and if he ever wanted to talk to someone, i wanted him to come to me.

but i guess i failed in that part. i didn't even notice what was going on with him."

"please don't say that. you're a mother, sure but you're also human and i'm sure soobin understands that."

"...when i came out to my family as bisexual, without a second thought, the family that i had spent my whole life with, kicked me out. they only focused on the fact that i liked girls, they didn't even care about the fact that i liked guys as well. i didn't want soobin to ever have that kind of fear when coming out to me or talking about matters like sex or sexuality.

maybe i was too lenient."

soojin looked in the direction of soobin's room and said, "i'm sorry, soobin."

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