MONSTER

CHAPTER 4.

ETHAN'S POV

'I can't believe it. These feelings. I've read hundres of pages and online articles about this sensation. It's metaphorically described as 'having butterflies in your stomach'. And I know understand why. Everytime i lay my eyes upon Hunter, my tummy starts to tickle. I try to avoid eye contact, but I've seen his striking light green eyes. I try to supress my feelings. Because the moment I radiate any sexual energy, i'll influence him and maybe mistreat him, if i can't control myself. But the boy is so.... ethereal. So magical and otherworldy beautiful. At least he is in my eyes. He really looks like an elf. He even has slightly pointy ears... just like me.... sometimes.'

I was lost in my imagination. Until I felt a tender touch from Hunter.

"Hey are you okay?" He asked me with his striking eyes.

"Y-yes, how so?" I stuttered because not only am I restraining the animal inside of me, but I am also controlling myself to not dive further in these feelings i have for him.

"Because you're drooling." He pointed out objectively. No weird face or so. I completely snapped out of my imagination, only to see that he's right. I was drooling. I quickly wiped away my siliva that was coming out of my mouth. Until i heard him laugh. It was a cute little laugh with a very  charismatic smile. My body temprature was rising and my cheeks were getting red.

"Oh. Disgusting. What?" I was shocked and lost my decent vocabulary.

"No. Don't be ashamed. It's cute. That means you're reeaally hungry aren't you." He said giving me a twink wink.
Hungry didn't even came close to how much I had the urge to rip his neck open with my fangs and feast on his blood. How I wanted to slice his ass cheeks with my bare teeth and suck his dick like a popcycle.

"I-agh..." I accidentally let out a deep growl. More like a held back groan. I looked away from him and bit my plump lip. He quickly leaned towards me and touched my shoulder.

"Hey. Are you okay?" I could hear from the tone of his voice that he was really concerned. The moment he touched my shoulder I could feel his angelic aura.
'He's sensitive.' I thought to myself. This is a highly sensitive boy who cares deeply. This isn't necessarily bad. But knowing in what kind of a sick, cold and twisted world we live in, having a good heart is death sentence on earth.

"I-just...(heavy breathing), i need to... I need some water." I said. I moved my body, ready to stand up. Until a very soft hand grabbed my forearm. I looked at Hunter as he searched with his other hand in his bag. He gave me his extra bottle of water and looked me in his eyes. His shiny porcelin skin shining, such a pretty thing.

"Thanks.." i said and sat back down. I opened up the bottle of water and drank from it.

"I have to say, you're a pretty chill guy to hang out with." Hunter said giving me a smirk. I swung my eyes to him whilst i kept drinking.
I closed the bottle and wiped away the little drips of water that came out of the corner of my mouth.

"Thanks." I answered coldly. At that moment I was not letting him into my core. Or any place near my heart.
He kept staring with lust in his eyes at my face.

"So you're fucking gay or somethin'?" I bluntly said. A shock appeared in Hunter's eyes. That hit harder than I thought.

"Y-yes, why do you ask? Am I bothering you?" He asked with a slight worrisome tone in his voice. Oh, this man reminded me of a fragile lotus with soft, tender pale skin. Not ready for the harsh animal that rest within.... me.

"I wanted to know. You looked gay to me." The tone of my voice was perceived as cold and blunt. I could tell by the energy he emitt.

"Looked gay? So what makes a man look gay?" He asked with a frown and a slightly irritated tone in his voice.
I smirked.

"Well you know. Weird clothes. Tight pants to show off your ass you've probably been working on in the summer. Just to get attention from other gay guys. Or to turn straight men gay." I said. He lifted his eyebrow.

"You mean turning straight men like you gay?" He responded with a twisted smirk. I twisted my head right away and looked at him aggitated.
I slightly growled.. but it wasn't a human growl. I quickly ran off leaving the boy behind.

"Yo! I was just joking man!" He called. I felt a hand on my shoulder as i walked through the building. But I couldn't hold myself any longer and said something that I regret... to this day.

"Hey. Are you okay? I didn't mean to come off like that. I know sexuality can be quite a sensitive topic to talk about and-"

"SHUT UP YOU CANCEROUS FAGGOT! STOP TOUCHING ME YOU PINK AIDS INFECTED TWINK!" And I pushed him against the locker. I held my forearm against his throat as I glared at him.

"(Sigh) (sigh)...(gasp) What the fuck your eyes!" Hunter said. I let out a small growl and ran away.

I just ran away. I didn't think about the next class or anything. I just ran away....