Thoughts Into Poetry

I'd love it if we made it, H***ne

I thought of you tonight
Don't you mind?
I thought of your ex
I thought of the time when we talked six years ago
And when you yelled at me
We were kids back then
But how couldn't you see
That I've been falling for you for years
I don't know if it's love
But you're so fine
I don't know if it's love
But now I'm listening to The 1975
And crying over you
But now I'm taking notes to all the things you like

I thought of you tonight
Don't you mind?
I thought of your ex
And how we used to sext
He's such a jerk I swear
And you're the hottest shit
But I feel the way you're insecure
And someone told me lots about you
You don't wanna know who's that don't you?
She's the girl you've made out with in your house
She's the girl you played so hard
Then cut her off
And I couldn't stop the fantasies I'm having about you and her making out
And how you sept in the same bed
And how you told her
"Hold me before you go"
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I'm jealous of her
I'm jealous of everyone who   loved you
Saw that side of you
that I will never do
I'm jealous of the first person you'd come to when you're feeling blue
I'm jealous of those who seem to hold you
'cause I will never do

I thought of you tonight
I thought of all the things we could do if you were mine
We'd meet behind your school
And share a cigarette so they'd call us whores
I'd walk you home
And sing to you in those nights when you can't sleep
I'd spend the night awake just to make sure you're alright
We'd make out to your favourite band
And I'd love you more than I ever did
And I'd make you love yourself
We'd be all that we are in my dreams
And I'd love it if we made

I'd love it if we made it
But guess I have to walk away
Whenever I see your face
'Cause it reminds of pain
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