Maybe it's not how it should be
Maybe it's 'cause of me
I ruin everything you know
I wish I didn't show my love for you
Now I'm gonna watch it all happens again
To see how good I am in defeating the thought of you
To see how good I am in letting go of you
But you can't blame a girl for trying
Can you?
Now I'm gonna watch it all from the start
And I'll fall for you by the second you say my name
But I don't dare to say yours in crowds
'Cause it's what my heart is beating for
But I don't dare to say yours in crowds
And how could I when you're the friend I have to keep?
And how could we be more than friends when you won't ever tell if you want me?
And how could I just move on when you're the one that I'll always need?
Maybe it's not how it should be
Maybe it's 'cause of me
I wish I could know what you think
Do you ever think of me?
I wish you'd say anything
Anything to ease me
But better keep it this way
Don't you think so?
'Cause I'll never be that girl you'd love so bad
'Cause I'll never be the one you dream of
'Cause I'll never be the one you'd hold close to your chest
'Cause I'll never be but a friend
And I'll watch you fall into another girl
And she'll be the one you'll sleep next to
She'll be the one you'll hold so tight when it's late at night
She'll be the one you kiss in the morning
She'll be so lucky to live by your side
She'll be yours
And I'll be nothing but a loser who wished to have you
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Thoughts Into Poetry
PoetryJust some thoughts that keep me up all night or distracted from my daily life which is super annoying that's why I had to put them into words and that actually does help me get over them Published on: 25/03/2021 Finished on July 19th 2021
