𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 - 𝗄𝗂𝗆 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗈𝗈 ✓

•sixty-second•

"I don't really know" I said..

"But, may I ask a question?" he asked

"You already asked.."

"But seriously.. do you still love me?" He asked as I feel nervousness all over my body..

honestly, no.

"L-let's talk about that later" I said and smiled.. a weak one.

Minutes later, we arrived at the cafe where we first met..

their family cafe.

"Why did you chose to bring me here?" I asked him..

"This is the exact spot where I bumped into you" He said and looked down..

"yeah" I shortly replied..

"Let's go inside now?" He said then tried to hold my hand but I walked faster so he can't hold it.

I only want Sunoo to hold my hand you know?

I don't like it when a guy friend of mine holds my hand.

Without taking any time, we're already inside the cafe..

it's clean and nice like usual, but I remember that I last went here before Jake started ignoring me..

"Mr. Jake!" The cashier said, obviously shocked to see him..

Jake just smiled and waved..

"Ah, noona.. miss me?" He said

"of course you aussie boy!" She said and smiled..

hey, I'm here.

"Oh I see, you're with your girlfriend—"

"Oh, I'm sorry but I'm not his girlfriend" I said as I denied it.

"But you're going to be..." He said and I just ignored it

you're not sure.

We already chose a table for two.. and of course we sat on the chairs because we don't want to stand while eating and drinking the foods/drinks we ordered.

"How are you these days?" He asked..

"Happy and contented" I said and looked outside..

"Hmm, Sunoo is making you smile a lot right? I'm glad that he really made you smile" He said and smiled proudly..

well, he makes me smile because I love him— where's the connection?

"Yeah" I said and nodded.

asking why I'm not that awkward right now? Well, I'm prepared for this since last week!

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Not really"

"Do you still like me?"

"I don't know?"

"Do you have someone new inside your heart—"

"here's your order" The waiter said and placed the tray on our table..

"Thank you" I said and smiled..

after the moment he ( waiter ) went away.. I know that it's time to tell him..

"So Jake" I started and took a sip on my iced americano..

yum...

"I need to tell you something really important" I said and forced a smile..

"What is it?" He asked before taking a bite of his cake..

"Should I need to go straight to the point?" I asked and he just nodded while looking straight in my eyes..

inhale, exhale..

"I and Sunoo are now in a relationship.." I said and sighed while avoiding his gaze.

"W-what?" I heard him said with his voice all shaky..

I'm sorry..

"I'm sorry, but you heard it right" I said and finally managed to look at him..

"Since when?" He asked as tears started to form on his eyes

"Two months ago"

this time, those tears started rolling down his cheeks.. he just smiled, weakly..

"B-but why didn't you told me? Is this a revenge?" He said while crying..

"I didn't tend to hurt you.. but we thought that you'll understand it better when I'll tell it to you in person" I said and felt a little guilty..

"But I can accept the fact that you don't live me anymore.." He said and cried much harder..

I feel bad..

I can't do anything.

"I'm really sorry" I said

"But Winter, you still love me right? Even a little bit?" He asked and held my hand that's now above the table..

"No." I said and looked away..

"Winter, please"

"I'm sorry but I need to go now Jake.. you need to move on" I said and pulled my hand away from him..

I stood up from my seat,

"Winter" I heard him said while crying..

"You'll find someone better, I promise" I said and smiled..

after that, I went out of the cafe and left him crying..

then I saw Sunoo looking at us from afar..

"Don't feel bad okay?" He said and smiled to comfort me..

why do I feel like I'm the worst?

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°KKEUT°

°CHAPTER ENDED°