Pretend that your dead now

And if I see you out with friends

I'll just tell myself that it's

A phantom or illusion

Guess I haven't chosen which.

Look at me now, such a pitiful place

You found someone!

I thought that help erase

These crazy thoughts

that we never were broken

You can't see red flags

through rose colored glasses

I hate that I miss you, I hate that I'm lost,

I hate those dead flowers

You taped to your wall,

I hate that your okay and I can't move on,

I hate that somehow this is all my fault,

I hate that I'm wide awake watching that door,

I hate these long showers

sitting on the floor,

I hate in the end it was me who was wrong,

I hate that I don't really hat you at all.

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you,

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you,

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you

Don't really hate you

I don't really hate you at all

But I kinda wish I did

I don't really hate you at all~"

"But the truth is Jagiya I don't wish I hate you, cause I love you with all of my heart. I regret what I did. I always will. I hope you can for give me someday and come back to me. But you probably wont because your with Mr. Genius /scoffs and rolls his eyes/ but I do hope. I have more songs to sing for you in a week. you promised to watch and listen to them, so please do" I said.


Once I ended the video it was 8:30 pm. So while waiting for 9 pm to come around I edited the video on my laptop. By the time I was done it was 8:55 pm, so I decided to post the video now. Yay! It's out their now and all I have to do is hope that Jimin watches my video like he said he would.


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It's about 10:45 pm in the night and I got a phone call. It woke me up from my sleep. But I didn't really care so I answered it.


"Hello is this Jeon Jungkook?"


"Yes. Now why are you calling me at 10 o'clock at night ma'am?" I said a little annoyed


"I am calling to inform you that Park Jimin is in emergency surgery.  I 'm telling you this because you are the number and name set up as his emergency contacts." The lady said calmly.


"What, why!?" I said 


"I do not have the right to tell you Mr. Jeon. You would have to come to Seoul Hospital and ask a nurse or doctor." The lady said a little rudely.


"Okay ma'am. Thank you very much for telling me, goodbye." I said and hung up before she could answer me back.


As soon as I hung up I got my cloths on and ran to my car. When I got in I speed to the hospital. Once I was there I ran to the emergency waiting room. I saw Yoongi sitting there biting his nails looking at me so I ran over to him.


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TBC...


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