just a letter(lucaya)

i promise

songs for this chapter.

break free- ariana grande

thinking of you-katy perry

let it go- frozen

right here- brandy

Maya pov

I woke up from my deep sleep by the door being banged on".

No way in hell, am opening that door, I know isn't harry, he wouldn't have been banging like some mad man.

I unplugged my headphones from the iPod shoving it back in my cabinet.

"Maya", open this dam door right now I heard zayn cold, deep, husky voice ring through the door.

My hands were shaking from fears, if I open that door, who knows what he well do especially for the fact that he's drunk.

''No", harry said I shouldn't let you in, I scream out to him. As Harry words fill my head.

"Don't let anyone in especially zany".

Zayn laugh deeply making chills run through my blood.

"So Harry makes the rules here huh?", he ask.

J-just l-leave m-me a-alone, I manage to say through my shivering lips.

I swear on my mother if you don't open this fucking door am going to smash it down and you don't want to know what I well do to you".

He's voice got me backing away from the door".

"What the fuck zayn, I told you to leave her alone", I heard Harry's voice.

We brought her for fun not to babysit.

Well guess what?, your fun is over, get closer to her again and I well break your fucking neck. Harry hiss.

Since when did you become a motherfucker zayn said in teasing tone.

Since you became a jack ass, Harry fired.

"what happen to you man?, you used to be fun and now your acting like a fucking dad".

"i've changed, take it or don't".

"well good luck with your fat ass, but when you leave am going to do whatever i want".

my mouth was now wide open, zayn is mostly the one am afraid of, Louis, liam and niall can actually feel sorry for you but zayn have no dam feelings, you well cry tell your eyes pop out and he won't care .

i felt a loud bang on the wall than harry's anger voice.

"don't you fucking speak about her like that motherfucker".

my body was shaking, anytime harry gets mad it always end up with someone getting hurt and that's not a image i want to see at all, even though zayn is an ass".

get out of here before i change my mind he scream again making me jump even though i wasn't close to them.

i heard a knock on my door after about a minute later.

h-harry i stutter, hoping it was harry.

open up love, i heard his smooth British accent.

i sigh in relief then reach out and open the door. he had a bag in his hands.

he was smiling but when he saw how terrified i look his smile drop, what's wrong?'', did i scare you?.

i finally let my tears drop, shaking my head.