My destiny

Part 70

In garden

Nakul:- i am really very sorry.....I know I can't rectify the past things but will never do anything wrong in future

Shivani:- We are getting late lets go now
she said while moving back

Nakul:- I 

Shivani:- lets talk about it later
saying she left from their

After some time

In Krishna's chamber

Nidhi:- it was your idea, right??

Krishna:- yes.....shri...I thought to help you

Nidhi:- thank you Arya
she said while hugging him

Krishna:- shri......your eyes tells me your feelings......your love for me is selfless.....so only when you kept a tulsi patr(leaf), the Tula became equal (tulabharam incident)

Nidhi:- Arya!!! I just did what came to my mind......before recognizing who you are.......before meting you.....just by reading your letters I started loving you

Krishna:- I know shri!!!......I have mostly lived away from dwarka.......mostly I was in indraprastha....your life is not like Shivani but tapasrya is not less.......sometimes I really feel i have hurted you a lot by marrying 7 more time......what if you are my beloved but this will not change the truth

Nidhi:- you only say arya, that they are my forms only......then how will I be hurt???

Krishna:- Thank you for understanding me shri!!

Nidhi:- you are my life arya......you filled my life with happiness......but why are we speaking all this today???

Krishna:- few questions answer you will get in future

Nidhi:- As you say Arya
she said while leaning on his shoulder

Her all worries and tension would fade......she would forget all the surrounding when with him...he his love was the most precious possession she had....the believe/trust on each other was the most important pillar of their relation........

"Love can't be described.
It has no shape, it has no form.
Love is not an object.
Love does not conform.

Love enters our lives
The moment we are born.
From the cradle to the grave,
Love's in everyone.

Love burns like a candle
That sometimes flickers but never dies.
Love may be invisible,
Although it's right before your eyes,

Love can leave you empty,
Love can make you whole.
Love can make or break you,
Love is in your soul.

Love is in your heart,
Love is in your mind.
Love doesn't discriminate,
Love is always blind.

Love is universal,
It encompasses the globe.
No matter where you are,
Love has a language all its own.

Love is all around you.
There's plenty of love to spare.
You cannot see or touch it,
But love is everywhere.

Love's the greatest power,
And yet it is so small.
Love's a gift from God
To be shared amongst us all."

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In shivani's chamber

Arjun:- Priye!!!
he said while coming their

Shivani:- what do you want???

Arjun:- I want to talk with my friend who is angry on me
he said with a smile.....his this sentence made her turn towards him

Shivani:- yes!!!

Arjun:- priye!!! since we came back we didn't talk......I know I have hurt you a lot but trust me I never wanted to do that.......I respect you a lot and also love you a lot......you have always made feel how blessed i am to have you with me......maybe amongst we three I am the one who has understood you.......and from that I can tell this that you are a very innocent soul......I know my actions have shattered you but still......I know this is not right to say but......don't end all the relations with us

Shivani:- Rajkumar Arjun!!! I am not so bad
she said with teary eyes

Arjun:- i know priye!!! we all know this

Shivani:- by speaking all this you are making me realize that I have done many mistake
she said while crying

Arjun:- never say this......you did what any other lady would have done......but just that she would have hated her co-wifes but you have never hated them.....you consider them your sisters.......it was very easy for you to ask us to make them stay in their paternal kingdoms but you didn't

Shivani:- Rajkumar Arjun I have created a huge mess and my death 

Arjun:- Stop there!!! don't you talk about it

Shivani:- Arya!!!
she said while crying.....while he hugged her

"How could it be that we let our love fall?
There were times in our life that we had it all.
As the weather got colder, my attention did shift,
but I could never be ready for this.
Yes, my attitude changed. Then you cut me so deep.
Is it possible to push a woman to cheat?
So I pray not for gold nor for worldly riches.
I pray for strength, wisdom, and forgiveness.
Did I not tell you enough how beautiful you are?
Do I deserve the bleeding of this never healing scar?
Would it be different that night if I said please don't go?
That me and the kids love you, that you're food for my soul.
But I didn't; swore and hollered with names,
Not knowing our love would never be the same.
Then you told me what happened and I started to cry,
And I felt like half of my spiritual body had died.
As much as you're sorry, should I take some of the blame?
Should I forgive and forget? Would you do the same?
Is our marriage worth saving? Have I any more to give this?
I ask the Lord for strength, wisdom, and forgiveness."

To be continued

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In my any story I never wanted to show that any of the pandavas or any pandav patni were bad.....may be while writing through one's pov the second was been shown bad.

In this story too......while showing about Shivani's pov sometimes the rajkumar's and Shrinidhi were too harsh to her......but the truth can't be changed that they all are shivani's loved ones!!!!