A year passed to that dreadful day. It was not just one day, everyday was not less painful for me. why not? since the day I was asked by Nidhi to get married to her three brothers my life became painful, its ok, i started accepting them three, they not bad also but what all I wanted was that now I will try to adjust and live with them happily but, destiny had planned many things for me, for some reason they got married again, and that day they shown me that I have all qualities but not only one and that I am not only their one's wife but their common wife.
In this all one thing good happened and that is I have my kids, they are only mine, none of their fathers have a right on them and now I have freed them from this marriage also.
They always say sorry, be they don't be also, I just don't understand anything about them, my life has become a mess which i will never be able to sort.
for next 12 years I am going to leave the same way I am living now, my motive is just to be a part of the dharmasthapana, and nothing more.
Even after the dharmasthapna, I don't want to live with anyone of them, I will return to dwarka or will go anywhere but not with them.
My aim now is to raise all the kids nicely and then be a part of my bhrata's dharmasthanpa.
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In shivani's chamber
Krishna:- Shivani!!!! saying he came their
Shivani:- what happened bhrata?
Krishna:- what have you done, why?
Shivani:- bhrata whatever has to happen will happen without fail, but I don't want people to say that he didn't knew it and which mother will not do anything to save her child when she knows how he is going to die
Krishna:- but
Shivani:- you can't stop me from doing this bhrata
Krishna:- when I know your motives ahead in life, I can do anything Shivani
Shivani:- then let me die before that bhrata
Krishna:- this doesn't suit you sister
Shivani:- my level of patience is done bratha, I am not that person who will be also kind and silent no matter whatever happens with me, no.....I am not like that..........now I am not going to sit quietly
Krishna:- do you understand what you are saying you are thinking to change the destiny
Shivani:- yes, even if I couldn't came My destiny, I am going to change my kids destiny, for sure
Krishna:- you can't, no one can change it, not even me
Shivani:- if you try then you can just your motive should be good and so is my also
Krishna:- you will not listen to me, okay saying he left from their
Shivani:- who is their?
Dasi:- ji rajkumari!!
Shivani:- I am sitting to meditate, till I say no one will enter my chamber, I said no one and yes, take this paper and give it to dau, ok
Dasi:- ji saying she went from their
While she in front of the shivling
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Shivani:- hey mahadev!!! If my motive is right, then please grant my wish saying she close her eyes and sat their
Shivani:- Om namah shivay!!!!.......Om namah shivay!!!......Om namah shivay!!! she started chanting
In kailash
Mata Parvati:- Arya!! what will you do now, Rajkumari is trying to change Destiny
Lord Mahadev:- Devi yeh toh sari shri Krishna ki leela hai he said with a smile
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Mata parvati:- ok, but she is right also, she has suffered a lot Arya
Lord mahadev:- Gauri, this is her last test, after this she will not suffer
Mata parvati:- for that she will have to do kathor tapasrya, right
Lord Mahadev:- yes
In krishna's chamber
Krishna [in mind]:- you are right mahadev, so only I have said all this to her, now your turn, but not so soon he smiled saying it
Nidhi:- what happened arya, why are you smiling? she said while coming their
Krishna:- nothing much, while coming here I seen kids playing from that I remembered dau's and mine Childhood, and while remembering it a smile appeared on my face
Nidhi:- ohh!!, arya do you know, dasi was saying that Shivani sat from meditation in front of shivling, I know she is not just meditating but doing tapasrya to seek blessing from lord mahadev
