Love Worth Dying For (RusAme)

Coming Out

I couldn't stop thinking about last night. Not just what happened.............but how everything suddenly made sense. Why I felt no attraction to Japan. Sure I thought her cat ears were cute but other than that I didn't get the same feeling of love that other countries describe. No warm tingly feeling, no weakness in my stomach, not even happiness. Seeing her naked just felt so awkward. I've never been into girl's bodies. At first I thought I just preferred personality but when I saw Russia................I immediately got all those feelings. I'm gay, I just know it. And now I have to tell everyone. How will my family react? How will my friends react? How will Russia react?

Just then someone slowly creaked open my door and Canada entered the room. I guess he's a good one to start with since he's always so chill and understanding about everything.

"What is it bro?" I asked him.

"I'm just making sure you're okay." He replied. "I noticed you were sweating and shaking the whole car ride is there something wrong?" Welp, here it goes.

"To be honest.............I think I'm gay." Canada jumped back a little in shock. I don't think he was expecting me to say that.

"What makes you say that?" He asked.

"I just.............I dunno I've never felt any real attraction towards girls. But when I look at a guy something just hits different. Even towards Japan..............I just wasn't feeling it." We sat there for a few seconds in silence.

"Well bro why didn't you tell me sooner!?!?!?" My brother smiled at me.

"Honestly I only just found out..............." We sat there for a few more seconds and then just both laughed.

"Well you sure are brave for admitting it so soon.................that takes a lot of guts. And dude love is love I don't care who you like as long as they treat you right. And honestly I'm into all kinds of countries myself. I don't care what private parts some country has as long as they are nice to me I like them. So feel free to like whoever you want I won't judge you." Wait..........did he actually just.................AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I began to tear up a little and gave him a hug.

"Thanks bro.................."

"So uh.............who's the lucky guy?" He asked me.

"Huh???????"

"Well you had to have looked at some guy to make you feel that way." I blushed so hard when he said that. I did not want to say it was Russia. But it was totally Russia.

"Uhhhhhhhh............what no one in particular I just suddenly felt-"

"It's Russia isn't it?" The intense blush on my face couldn't hide what I was thinking.

"I knew it!!!!!!!!!!" Aussie suddenly jumped from behind the corner of my door. "Ame's gay for Russia!!!!!!!!!!" He shouted as loud as he could causing New Zealand to come out of his room.

"What!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh okay I'm gay but not for Russia!!!!!!!!!!" I lied.

"Oh come on bro don't try to hide it!!!!!!!!!!!" Okay yeah my deep blushing said it all.

"Okay fine maybe I do like Russia............just a little.............." Okay I like Russia a lot. But I didn't want to admit it. All my brothers were laughing while I was just a blushing mess.

"I ship it sooooooooooo much..............." Aussie gushed.

"Okay you two would be a cute couple." Even Kiwi was laughing. "Plus I just had a feeling you liked him."

"Okay but like how did you guys figure it out................" I asked.

"Sorry Ame but Russia's like the only new guy you've been hanging out with so who else would it be??????" Nada replied. Yeah I guess he was right.

"But..............I can't like Russia." I told everyone.

"Awwwwwww come on why not dude?????" Kiwi asked me.

"He said he doesn't like guys..............."

"Eh well he does seem very close to you so maybe you'll be the exception." Nada told me.

"I doubt it............" I said.

Just then the front door opened and dad and EU came in carrying bags of groceries.

"DAAAAAAAD AME'S GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!" Aussie shouted down the stairs.

"DUDE WHAT!?!?!??!?" I shouted back at him angrily.

"Haha Aussie very funny..........." Dad yelled back up the stairs. Shoot, I had to tell him the truth so I bolted down the flight of stairs.

"No dad. Believe it or not he's actually not joking this time. I'm actually gay." I really wasn't sure what he would think of me so even though he only took a few seconds to respond it felt like years of agonizing anticipation. I knew how he used to be so I prepared for the worst.

"R-really.............seriously son?????" Uh oh. That didn't sound good.

"Y-yeah..............I like guys.............I really hope you don't think of me any differently............" Here it comes. He's gonna yell at me.

"That's great son!!!!!!"

"Really dad?"

"Now why would I think of you any differently?????"

"Ummmmmm..............I dunno. Some other countries think it's wrong."

"Well I don't think it's wrong cause it's not like your hurting anyone. You can like whoever you want son."

"Thank you..............dad." I reached out to hug him. "And thank you everyone else for being so accepting."

Now I just had to tell everyone else. I wasn't worried about my friends because most of them are gay or bi anyways and the ones that aren't I know are chill with it. But how was I gonna break the news to Japan? And I don't even know what Russia would think. Guess I'll just have to be brave and find out.