Hate

Crawling

In this emptiness inside
All I wanted is you by my side.
Always screaming: "one last time"
But u were Always like that
Like you didn't really care
All I can do now, is take my pain
And be gone forever
I loved you, but you hurt me
And now, like it wasn't enough
You even leave?
How can you do this?
I tried my best with you
What did you want me to do?
I was Always ready, Always caring
Now I'm only regretting
Yes, this waste of time
Even if I'm here, I crawl
And I'm begging, because I want to be happy
Even if there's nothing that can help me
I'm scared that I'm a monster, maybe I really am
But I thought, you could accept me, but now, my rage flares
I'm begging, but nobody is helping, nobody is listening, nobody is here
I'm crawling in the darkness
Waiting for my time
I'll be the Madness
Or I'll simply be gone