GUN POV
Gun woke up because of the sunlight that enter to the room and he received a lot of text messages from Title.
I don't know if I will talk to him today or maybe not, after what he did last night?? "can I send you to university?" a text message from Title. "no need! I'm going to send my brother to the bus station before going to university" I replied. "okay see you gonna pick you later" he said. Actually my bro went to Laguna(place in Philippines) with his friends yesterday, I just make an excuse I don't think seeing him is an good idea.
-Fast Forward-
"are you going home with me?" a voice from Gun's friend. "what's wrong" he asked again. "nothing just go home by yourself" and he left his friend silently.
While Gun walking alone someone grab his hand and drag him to a white car. The guy immediately start the car but Gun keep his mouth silent. No reaction at all. While they're in the middle of road."when will you going to talk to me?" the tall guy asked. Gun smirked and laugh like he was about to throw a punch to his boyfriend. "after letting me celebrate alone last night? Did you really expect that I'm going to be so nice to you?again?" Gun said with his teary-eyed. "I said I was bus-, the tall guy did not finish his words when the guy beside him begin to cry and said" did you really think I didn't saw you hanging out with your ex while im being alone?" those words of Gun made the guy stopped his car and looked at Gun." you can't fool me anymore" Gun said. "I'm sorry I just forgot-- and Gun made the other guy cut his words again by saying "this is too much, I forgive you when you forgot our valentines date and now our anniversary?? ".
" so what do you want? " Title asked. "I need space, space for my heart that you broke many times. Let's just be strangers for a while" Gun said while leaving the car.
It was raining but Gun didn't hesitate to walk away without looking back, he just keeping cry until the familiar boy patted his shoulder and share a umbrella with him. "just cry don't mind me, I'll be here. I might not be able to give you some advice but don't worry I'm a good listener just let me companions you today" after Gun heard those words from the guy he immediately hugged him.
After almost an hour of crying, "Mark thank you, I don't know where to go I was out of my mind earlier" Gun said and give a fistbump to Mark. "yeah! No worries, I know you were hurt, so I won't ask anything. I just can't stand looking at you crying under the rain" Mark said. "since you were here with me, I can tell you what really happened" Gun said while drinking a glass of beer and looking at the sky. "hmm??" - Mark.
"we broke up" Gun said and that's made Mark look at him and ask "Are you okay?? Do you want me to help you to bring him back??" Mark said willingly. "You don't have to, I want him to realize that I deserve his attention and love, coz I can't feel it anymore. I tried to understand everything but now I'm empty I don't have anything to give. He broke me many times and I give him a countless chances but he just pretend that I was nothing. I'm he's boyfriend, not just a boyfriend" Gun said it. "owh! That's so hard, but~", Mark didn't finish his words when Gun ask "did you ever fall in love??"
Mark nod his head and said "yes!! But she broke my heart, she was my first girlfriend. I give everything she deserves, my time, attention actually even my money I gave it to her. But she got pregnant with my high school friend. That time I thought she's the person who will be with me till the end of the day but she broke me into pieces. After that I'm afraid to fall in love again, yes my friends keep saying I'm so flirting but I'm just fooling around. My mom help me to get up from the pain she said Pain is part of loving, mom said we should not be afraid to love again. She might hurt my feelings and left me empty but at least I met her. But all those pain fades away when God let me met this person. God use this person to help me to face my fairs, he let our paths cross and I met the person that I genuinely love. And this person made me realized love is the best thing that exists, he can't be mine but it doesn't mean I will stop loving that person." *and that person was sitting beside me*( Mark said it in his mind).
" that's so deep"Gun said. "Should we go home?? It's already 10 pm" Mark said while looking at his phone. "can I stay with you tonight??" Gun said and made Mark's worlds stopped.
TBC.🍷
Note: after a month without updating a chapter finally hehe. Sorry for slow updates I just want to chill after my graduation last Saturday. But now I can say I'm free HAHAHA. lLY❤️ - ssie
