CHAPTER 2 - REGRETS

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                          -Jace PoV-

Its been 5 years since we broke up. Wala na din akong balita sa kanya. Di rin ako pumayag na ibenta ang babay. Its all hers.

Right now focus nalang ako sa buhay ko. Tamang raket. My life has been too miserable since iniwan ako ni Scarlett. Nakipag hiwalay na din ako sa babaeng chinik ko noon. Its not worth it.

"Y-yayaaaa, where are you" I saw a little girl crying. May kamukha siya.

"Hey lil bud, bat ka umiiyak" i shush her.

"I-im l-lost, i cant find my yaya. I want mommy."

"Okay. Dont cry na. Alam mo ba san bahay niyo? Or number ng mommy mo?" Finally she stopped crying and grab something from her barbie bagpack

"Here po"

She gave me a calling card.

Dra. Scarlett Vian Dizon
09162784901
Camella Subdivision
Block 1
Lot 1

So? I guess may pamilya na si scarlett. Antanga ko noon sobra.

"Can you bring me home sir?"

"Call me tito nalang and whats your name?" I answered her smiling widely trying to hide my tears.

"I am Xyvielle Jace Dizon po."

Thats what scarlett wants to name our daughter noon. Pero i guess hindi na ako ang ama.

"Tara vielle? Lets go home?"

"Okay po"

Nag drive ako papunta sa address na naka lagay. Kabilang kanto lang to ng bahay na pinatayo namin noon.

pagdating namin ay biglang bumaba sa kotse si Xyvielle at binuksan ang gate.

"Tito pasok ka po meet my mommy!!!" She's too loud and cute

"XYVIELLE?! ANAK?! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN! BAKIT KA HUMIWALAY KAY YAYA HA? I TOLD YOU TO BEHAVE RIGHT? ARE YOU OKAY? -----"  she's still the caring scarlett i knew.

"Mommy chill. Tito Jace brought me home oh" sabay takbo at hila sakin.

"U-uh? H-hi?" Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko shit. 

"Mommy!!! Same sila name ni daddy, JACE, omg! When can I meet daddy mommy?"

And at that point naguguluhan na ko. Possible bang anak ko si Xyvielle? Knowing we did that thing.

"Xy, go to your room now."

"Hey wait. How old are you?" I asked Xyvielle

"There's no need for you to answer that, go to your room"

Naguguluhan si xyvielle. Kitang kita sa mata niya yon.

"JUST ANSWER MY QUESTION XY, HOW OLD ARE YOU"

"I SAID THERE'S NO NEED TO ANSWER THAT! GO TO YOUR ROOM XYVIELLE JACE DIZON!"

Xyvielle's tears are showing up.

"CAN YOU TWO STOP PO? I'M 5 YEARS OLD! NOW CAN YOU TELL ME WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING?" Xyvielle's emotions are mixed up. Naguguluhan at natatakot.

"She is five years old, Scarlett." I blurted out.

"Wala kang pake sakanya. She's all mine! Nagloko ka diba?" She's teary-eyed.

"Mommy, whats happening ba kasi?"

"Is she my daughter?" I asked.

"D-daddy?" Xyvielle's reaction is too heart breaking.

"Kaya ba kamukha ko? Kaya ba? We broke up 5 years ago. And she's 5 now." Im crying.

"OO ANAK MO SIYA! AND WALA AKONG PAKI KAHIT IKAW ANG AMA NITO! YOU DONT KNOW ALL MY STRUGGLES! WHILE IM PREGNANT! SO UMALIS KA NA DITO!"

"M-mommy, I-i c-cant b-breathe...."

Suddenly, she lost her consciousness. Whats happening at my daughter. I carried her to my car papunta sa ospital. Wala na ring nagawa si Scarlett kundi sumakay sa sasakyan.

So I am a dad now, huh. I'm now having regrets from what I did.

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