Xavier's Trysta |18+|✔️

11: His Kitten.

They have been trained to bear the pain if circumstances becomes like this. They have been taught, how to sacrifice anything, including themselves to if situations commands that.

And a Normal fragile girl can never do this.

And most importantly they are very well trained to carry our children and how to raise them. They know how to fight and how to survive even if we are not there to protect them everytime.

I have seen all the qualities of being a mafia queen in her. She is indeed a strong and a clever bitch, despite the fact that she acts dumb most of the time.

But her annoying ass and her that slutty gold digger self always gets on my nerves. And that's a real struggle for me.

She is fine to be my wife but she is not the girl of my type. And I also know she can never be the one, for the matter of fact.

She can never be my kitten.

My kitten....!!!

I smiled dryly when I remember she can never be mine.

To get this much power and this position, I have sacrificed my own real self.

For this power and authority which I carry with my self is the result of my sacrifices, I have been doing till now. I have sacrificed my wishes, my carefree self, and most importantly, I have sacrificed my whole fucking childhood just to get what I have today.

I have seen people killing their own families just for few garnds of money. I have seen men and women cheating on their own people just for their pathetic desire and life. My life was never filled with bed of Roses. I have walked over burning coal everyday just to become the man that I am today.

But still this man, becomes so fucking weakling by those big dove like eyes.

Trysta white. That small, petite girl with those big Innocent yet mischievous eyes. The same girl who doesn't dare to breathe in my presence, but definitely tries to intimidate me by her small mighty self.

I chuckle when I remember how she always try to act brave in front of me. Her those cat like eyes always get wide whenever she sees me.

Her every single act never go unnoticed by me.
How can they..??
When those inocent acts of hers are the reason for my sleepless nights.

I would lie if I say I love her.
No. I don't love her, nor I ever will, becoz Xavier Lewis doesn't do love shit.

In my world, I always give something to take something. But in her world, she do love. She gives love and expect to get the same, probably even more than what she gives.

She is still a 10 years old, who loves to paly pranks on my shitt head brothers.
She can never be my queen. Nor I want her to be. She already have a lot of danger lurking around her becoz she comes from a mafia background.

And I can't afford to make it worse while connecting her to me permanently.

But my mind never let's me think of anyone else as my queen. And it angers me how she is always in my mind.

I hate it how much her that petite self have so much power over me. Since our childhood till now, her those big Innocent eyes are enough to makes me beg on my knees.

It boils my blood when I see tears in her eyes becoz of some motherfucker. It makes me want to destroy this whole fucking world which is full of assholes.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe to shook all theses thoughts out of my mind. It's high time and I should stop thinking about all these.

Things which I fantasies cannot happen in this life. And just to get her in my dangerous world, I am not going to sacrifice anything.

She is better how she is now. I can't drag her in between so many fucktards just becoz of my selfish reasons.

Having enough for the day, I get up from my chair and made my way out from the warehouse.

It was already 1: 20 in the midnight and here I dont have any blink of sleep in my eyes, even though I have finished 4 pathetic lives and provided them peace from this insane world.

I drove towards the mansion and after few hours of drive I was already making my way towards my room.

My phone pinged letting me know that those betraying fuckers are no more in this world.

No one gets away after betraying me. The only thing they get is death.

Throwing my blood jacket in the corner of my room, I I directly went in to the bathroom and had a long refreshing shower.

Once my nerves were calm down, I went out form the bathroom and wore my track pants only. Jumping on my bed I only realize how much exhausted I am.

I welcomed those four hours sleep before getting ready for my own wedding the very next day.

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Published on - 20.06.2021

Tada....!!

Guys so firts I have a very good news for all of you.

In His Hell is now finished, so I only have Xavier's Trysta to take care off for the time being.

So now I will update Xavier's Trysta very often.

Now back to the chapter.
Here is the chapter which you guys were waiting from so long.

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