Panic attack

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TW//Mentions of body shaming/panic attacks
Y/n's POV
Me and Jordan were currently in the mall looking at clothes in y/f/s when Jordan starts to wander off "Hey baby I'm going to go look at something I'll be right back" and I just nod letting him go off on his own I then feel someone tap my shoulder and i turn around to be met with a pretty blond girl, blue eyes and a septum on her nose "Um hey?" I smile shyly not knowing the stranger "Hey you're y/n right? You're the girl Jordan is with!! I'm like a huge fan of his and I follow him on everything even his only fans" she whispers the last part me still hearing though "Uh cool..?" I smile not knowing what she needed from me "Anyways I've seen all his content with you dirty and innocent and I just want to say you're pretty fucking stupid to think you're good enough for him he's so hot and you're just a mediocre bitch that doesn't deserve his love you're so basic to and fat as a pig, just wanted to let you know that you worthless slut oh and if he ever needs a REAL women tell him to call me whore" she fake smiles throwing her number at me and walking away although a part of me is mad I immediately start shaking as my head is filled with negative thoughts realizing she's probably right my body goes into a fit of shakes, my hands twitch aggressively,my lungs feel like they're closing in and tears cloud my eyes and I can do nothing but fall on the ground closing my eyes and gasping for air as my violent shaking and crying goes on i feel a pair of arms lift me and sit me in their lap but I refuse to open my eyes still trying to gasp for air "Baby baby shh it's me I need you to open your eyes and look at me your okay " I hear Jordan whisper calmly "I-I can-cant" I sob fear not allowing me to open my eyes "Baby open your eyes please" he begs grabbing my face gently and I slowly force open them looking at him with pleading and sad eyes "okay good now baby follow my movements okay take a dee breath my love breath in and out slowly do what I'm doing" he says breathing in and out me trying to do the same and eventually I'm semi doing it "You're doing amazing baby keep doing it your gonna be okay good job " he smiles as I feel air slowly creep back into my lungs giving me relief after I calm down my harsh and unsteady breathing all I can do is sob still hurt at the fact a random person could just tell someone such horrible things and making me feel like this "Baby shh it's okay cmon let's get out of here people are starring and I'm ready to punch everyone in the fucking face" he mumbles picking me and our bags up I still cry softly into his chest not wanting to be here anymore as we reach the car he puts the bags in and gets into the drivers seat me on his lap "Baby look at me please, what happened my love?" He asks cupping my tear stained face "sh-she the gi-girl sh-e yo-you walked off and a-a girl sh-she came up t-to me and sh-she called me a mediocre bit-bitch and said I wa-was fat and she to-told me I was-nt good enough for you and you deserve bet-better a-and she called me a slut and a who-whore and so many horrible mean things I feel so fucking worthless now Jordan" I cry harder as I start to feel another panic attack "Shh baby calm down your gonna trigger another panic attack my love shh it's okay please stop crying I don't know who that bitch was but she's so fucking stupid you're the most gorgeous and fucking breathtaking human I have ever seen and your not a slut baby and your most definitely not fat i fucking love you never call yourself worthless again because you are the most hard working and determined person I have ever met you have purpose for crying out loud you are my purpose my love and that stupid bitch is just a petty jealous fucking hoe with no self respect you're amazing and never forget that don't let some trashy white bitch tell you any different" he comforts holding onto me tightly as if I'd slip away if he didn't and I smile softly as he pulls me into a sweetly passionate and loving kiss "I love you y/n y/m/n y/l/n and never forget that you are the one I want and need to spend the rest of my life with" he whispers pecking my lips after every word "I love you more Powell" I giggle smiling like an idiot and feeling better "There's her beautiful laugh and smile now get your ass in the passengers seat so we can go home and cuddle" he smirks smacking my ass as I gasp moving to the seat beside him "Jordan! " I glare him just laughing and starting the car "I love you more than life itself y/n never let anyone tell you any different " he smiles placing his hand on my thigh "Me to baby and I won't " I muse interlocking(is that how you say that?) our hands and feeling like the luckiest girl in the world..The end

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